Recap:
It scared her that Anica spoke to her like this. It scared her that Anica seemed to accept her emotions. It scared her that Anica would not be afraid of the consequences of the emotions.
"Say something," Anica said as she drew closer and placed my hand on her face. Gesturing me to lead even though at the very moment I felt like a sub, a sub that didn't know what she was saying or even doing. "Please," Anica whispered as she drew closer to me.
"We cant… we can not and you know this," I whispered as I tried to pull back but Anica held my hand tightly. Keeping me from moving away from her any further. "Look at where we are Rose, we are in the middle of every angel's mercy and redemption. We are at the heart of father rule. Of God's power. Admit the love you have for me and all shall be well. Even if tomorrow we will need to pretend as though nothing happened." Anica said.