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Kai
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I had left the hospital with a heavy heart. All I had wanted was to know that Ocean was OK. I wanted to make sure that he was alright, see him awake and doing well. I had gotten that. I had no other reason to stay.
I don't truly know what was wrong with me. I knew that Ocean wasn't my friend. I had known that he didn't like me that much. But that didn't make it any easier on me.
I knew that I wanted to be around him. I wanted to get to know him. I wanted to talk to him more than anyone else. This whole situation was just annoying. I wish I didn't feel this pull toward him.
I had basically just been wandering around town for the last several hours. Not really having any place to go but not wanting to sit still either. My mind was wandering and it felt like I was hollow on the inside.
