(Clary's Pov)
I close my eyes and lay on my back trying to get some sleep. I can't help but think of Jace and how much pain he must have gone through. I start to toss and turn, not able to fall asleep, I slowly get up and walk to the door. As I'm walking down the hall to Jace's room, there were these flashing images popping in and out of my mind. Making me even more scared than I already was. This made me speed up and quickly go to Jace. I slowly open the door to his room to see him fast asleep. I quietly sneak in and make sure to close the door slowly so it doesn't make any noise. I tip top over to the other side of the bed, and quietly sit on the bed. As I'm getting comfortable he starts to shift. I try to gently cuddle up to him, but before I could he start to wake up. I look up at his face to see him rubbing his eyes and turning on his bedside table lamp. Once he sees me he smiles at me and kisses my head.
"What are you doing here? You are supposed to be in the infirmary? " He asks with a deeper voice than normal.
"I couldn't sleep and I missed you," I say cuddling closer.
"Oh are you okay?" He asks.
"Yeah I'm fine. I just wanted to talk and see you," I say.
"Okay, what did you want to talk about?" He asks.
"How was school today?" I ask as I watch his face. As soon as I asked that question I noticed his face tense up.
"It was fine," He says lying.
"Jace I know you, I know when you lie. Tell me what happened?" I ask, reaching my hand up to hold his face.
"People were just gossiping about the fact that I was alone today. It just pissed me off," Jace says with an angry tone. I then move out of his hands, turn around and hug him. He then puts his hands around my waist tightening his grip. We stayed there for a bit, once we let go I grabbed his face and pushed our lips together. He was startled at first, but then deepened the kiss by grabbing my face in one hand and holding my waist in the other. Pressing my body closer to his. He gently glided his tongue against my bottom lip asking for entrance. I immediately granted it, opening my mouth wide enough for his tongue to slip through. A little bit after that and I start to lose air, I then pull away to take a breath. But before I can lean back Jace brings his head down to my neck. He starts to gently nibble my neck while sucking on it at the same time. I lift my head back, giving him more access to my neck. He starts to suck a bit harder, but not enough to hurt me. I bit my lip to stop me from moaning, he then moved over to the other side of my neck and I knew he gave me some hickies that I would have to cover in the morning. The more he does, the harder it is for me not to moan. I pull his head back up eager to have his lips back on mine. I then gently bit his bottom lips pulling it open a bit. He groaned at this. But then all of a sudden he pulls away, making me a bit sad.
"Are you sure about this Clary? The last time we talked about this you said you weren't ready? " Jace asks, concerned.
"Yes, I'm ready. I love you and I miss you and your touch." I say wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. He was very reluctant and was trying to pull back to make sure I was okay. "Please Jace, please. I want this," I say, pouting my face and pulling him closer. Just to prove to him that I was ready, I put my hands at the bottom of my shirt and took it off. But before I could I noticed that his face was disappointed. He probably thought I wanted to stop. I then put my hands at the bottom of my shirt and bring it up over my head. His eyes went wide eyed, once he saw my white lace push up bra.
"Clary you have no idea how turned on you are making me," Jace says with a sensual tone. This made me giggle. Then I put my arms around his neck and pulled him closer.
"Then are you going to do anything about it?" I said, biting my lip. He then grabs my face and pushes my lips against his. It was the most passionate kiss I have ever had. I couldn't help but moan at how good he is at kissing. I drop my hands from his neck and slowly bring them down his chest. Once they reached the bottom of his chest I grabbed a hold of his shirt. I slowly brought it up his chest and then I pulled away from his face so I could lift his shirt up over his head. He immediately reconnected our lips together. The kisses started to become more heated and a lot faster. He slowly wrapped his hands around my bare stomach, it felt like my skin was on fire. He slowly trailed one of his hands down to the top of my pants and hovered it there. He pulled away to take a breath and then gave me this look like he was asking for my permission. I nod my head and bring my hand down to his pants. I looked up at him and he quickly nodded and then started to unbutton my pants. I started to do the same and he quickly finished unbuttoning my pants. He then quickly started to pull my pants off of me. Once he was done, I backed up away from him and laid down at the edge of the bed. Jace then gets off the bed and pulls his pants down. He climbs on the bed and comes up to me.
"Clary if you want to stop, tell me now. " Jace says, looking into my eyes.
"I have to admit that I am a little bit scared. But you are the man I love and I want it to be you." I say. He just smiles and leans back in. Instead of kissing me like I thought he would, he moved further down to my neck. He started peppering my neck with light kisses, going further down to my chest. He started leaving kisses on my chest and on the exposed parts of my boobs. I look down at his face to see that he has been watching my reactions this whole time. I then noticed a smirk appearing on his face, I guess he was proud of himself for getting these reactions out of me.
"Have I ever told you how pretty you look like this?" His voice is low, seeping with anticipation. I could tell he wanted to get more of a reaction out of me than he already was. Sadly, it was working really well. I covered half of my face with one of my hands; trying not to give him the satisfaction he was looking for. I wanted to tease him too with how much he was doing to me. I then got an idea, if he wanted to play dirty then let me make it fair. I wrapped my arms around his waist; putting the rest of my body weight on top of him to flip him over.
"Have I ever told you how pretty you look like this?" I repeat his words back to him, a large grin spattered on my face. He was very clearly surprised at how fast I managed to switch the roles of the situation. I grab his hands and hold them up above his head, then I slowly start to rub my hips into his. Once I started doing this I could tell he was really enjoying this. He audibly groaned, his erection growing under me. I start to moan and bite my lip at the feeling of his erection against me. I lean down, kissing his jawline and the corners of his mouth. I eventually had my fun and connected our lips together in a passionate exchange. I could tell he was getting more excited by the minute.
"You're such a tease…" He almost growls. He's getting impatient and I could tell.
"You can't talk much, this was you a few minutes ago." I move up to whisper in his ear. "I think you've waited long enough, though." I remove my hands from his; slipping off his lap and getting on my knees. He seems to know what I'm trying to do and a concerned look appears on his face.
"Are you sure you want to do this? I really want you to have a comfortable time with me." He caresses my cheek, looking at me lovingly.
"I do. I want to do this with you. I trust you more than anything else in the world and I'm more sure of myself than ever." I place a hand on his thigh; looking up at him eagerly.
"Alright, If you're sure of it then I am too." He gives me a warm smile. I let out a shaky sigh; gripping the hem of his boxers and slowly starting to slip them off. Once I take them off his dick bounces out of his boxers and hits his stomach. As soon as I saw it I couldn't help but wonder how he was going to fit inside me. I slowly reach my hand up and glide it up across his dick. As I start rubbing him, I look up at his face to see him starting to groan. I continue to rub him slowly, then gently lower my head. I open my mouth and stick the top of him in my mouth, starting to suck a bit. I start to hear him groan and then he puts his hands on my head almost like he was massaging my head. I speed up a bit and bring my mouth as far down as I can go without gagging. I take my left hand and use it to rub the rest of him that my mouth isn't on.
"Oh my god Clary!" He says with another groan starting to come out of his mouth. With his words as motivation, I went farther down on him causing me to gag. This makes me pull away and take a deep breath. I look up into his eyes as my left hand strokes him. As I use my saliva as lube, making it easier and more pleasurable for him. His eyes do not leave mine, which makes me rub him faster. As it gets more intense I can tell that he is getting closer to the edge. I break eye contact, and bring my head back down to him. I slowly ease my mouth back on him, continuing to suck him. Immediately once I do, I speed up desperately to get him to finish. I want to be able to pleasure him, to make him feel good just like he always makes me feel happy and good. Soon enough I feel him twitch in my mouth which means that he is about to finish. Not much later I hear him groaning pretty loud, next thing I know I feel some warm, thick and a bit salty liquid pour into my mouth. I pull away and slowly swallow it all, then I lick my lips and stand up. "That was amazing. Are you sure you like doing that?" He asks as he puts his hand on my cheek.
"Yes, I love making you feel good. You make me feel amazingly beautiful everyday." I say standing up on my tippy toes to reach his face. He then smirks and pulls my face to his and kisses me passionately. While we are kissing he grabs my hips and turns me around, so that my knees are up against the bed. We pull away to get some air and he gently pushes me on the bed, climbing on top of me. I can't help but giggle, while I put my hands on the sides of his face. He gently slides his hand to the back of my bra and gives me a look as if he's asking for my permission. I quickly nod my head eager to have all of him. He then smirks and unbuttons my bra with one hand, and using the other hand to pull it off. Once it's off his eyes shift down to my chest and continue to stare at me. I start to feel myself get very self conscious, causing me to take my hands to cover myself. Before I could he grabbed my hands and pulled them to my side.
"You are beautiful, don't you dare think of anything else. You do not need to cover anything, I love you." He says with the sweetest voice. For some reason I still found myself very self conscious. As if he knew, he moved his head down and started peppering soft little kisses all over my chest. Once he gets to the middle of my breast he takes a hold of it in his mouth and gently starts sucking. I had no idea how good this could feel, I can't help but moan. My hands slowly drop to the top of his head and start to pull his hair. Just a little bit, not too much that it will hurt him. When I did this he just groaned, indicating that he liked it. After a bit he lets go and moves over to my other breast, giving it the same amount of attention. When he was done he trails down my stomach, with a lot of little kisses. Once he reaches the top of my underwear he leaves a few kisses at the top and then moves down and starts to kiss my inner thighs. Each kiss getting closer to my pussy. My breath becomes heavy from this, just the thought of his lips there drives me crazy. He then moves over to my other leg doing the exact same thing. Once he is done comes back up to me and looks at my face. Once he sees how flustered and bothered I am that he stopped he just smirked. I quickly move my hands down and pull off my underwear, throwing it on across the room. I look at his face and he is just shocked, but it doesn't take long for him to continue what he was doing. "Are you sure you want me to do this? You haven't had the best experiences with this?" Jace asks, looking up at me very sincerely.
"Yes please," I say a bit in a begging voice. Jace Then moves over to his table side and gets a condom out of the drawer. I hear a crackle in the foil and pull out the condom. I lift my head and watch as he puts it on his dick. Once he sees me watching I put my head back down and blush. Next thing I know he takes a hold of my legs and opens them wide enough so that he can fit between them. Once Jace comes between them I start to feel butterflies in my stomach. Jace takes a look at me and once he does he notices my concern. He leans forward to whisper in my ear.
"Hey it's okay, I am going to take it slow. It might hurt and if it does you can claw at my back." He speaks. Jace then kisses my cheek and sits up positioning himself at my entrance. Next thing I know I can feel him slowly starting to enter me. Once he was halfway in I could feel how big he was. I grab a hold of the bed, waiting for him thrust into me. I can feel him starting to go further in, the more he went the more it hurt. Once he was all the way in he pulled out once more and slowly thrusted back into me. All the pay hit me back at once, I tightened my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck, hiding my face in his neck. I could feel the tears start to come out of my eyes, once Jace sees this he pulls away and starts kissing my face. "I am so sorry Clary, I never meant to hurt you. Do you want to stop?" Jace asks, whispering in my ear along with pecking my face with kisses.
"Jace it is fine. Please keep going?" I ask with a little bit of a whimper. Jace smiles at this and pecks my cheek one more time, then starts to push himself back in. Not long after the pain went away and all I felt was pleasure. I could not stop moaning, and I could tell by Jace's face that he enjoyed it as much as I did. He started to pick up the pace, which only made me closer to the edge. Jace could tell that I was close and he took his hand and started to rub my clit. It feels so amazing, I take my hands and grab a hold on to the bed frame. "Oh my god J - Jace!" I moan out. He groans as soon as he hears his name. The next thing I know I can feel his dick start to twitch inside me. This pushes me to the edge and I start to moan out Jace's name as I come to the end. Right after I do I can feel his thick warm liquid. My whole body relaxes and I start to close my eyes. Jace pulls out of my and takes off the condom. I feel him get off the bed to throw it away. A few minutes later I feel a dip in the bed and someone pulling covers over me. I automatically turn over and lay my head on his chest. Both of us are breathing really heavily when Jace starts to speak.
"That was amazing. I love you so much Clary," Jace says catching his breath.
"Thank you for being so sweet and gentle. I love you too," I say as I gently place a kiss on his chest.
"Well thank you for being the most beautiful girl in the world," Jace says smiling. This makes my heart melt. "Let's go to bed," Jace says as his sleepy voice starts to come in.
"Goodnight Blondie," I say, tightening my grip on his waist.
"Goodnight Red," Jace says,planting a kiss on my head. I close my eyes and fall asleep to his heartbeat.
(Jace's Pov)
The next morning I woke up to the sun shining in my eyes. It takes me a while to get used to the brightness but once I do, memories from last night came flooding back. I look to my left to see my beautiful girlfriend laying next to me with her back facing me. I can't believe that last night we finally made love. When she was in a coma I was so afraid of losing her, I think we both were afraid of that. God she is absolutely stunning, I hope she knows that. I twist my body around and move closer to her. I grab her waist bringing her even closer if that's possible so that I can hug her from behind. Once I do she squirms a bit and makes a few noises like she is waking up.
"Good Morning Beautiful," I say, nuzzling my face into her neck, placing small kisses. Her eyes start to flicker open. Once she opens her eyes fully, her arms reach up and rub her eyes as if she was rubbing away the sleep. I loosen my grip on her so she is able to turn around.
"Good Morning Handsome," She says as she rests her head on me and smiles. She still has her sleepy voice which is absolutely adorable. I kiss her head and tighten my grip on her. She moves her bottom half a bit and opens her leg a bit, putting her leg on mine a little bit. But as soon as she moves her bottom half I hear her hiss in pain. I quickly lift up my head to look at her face.
"Are you okay? Are you sore?" I ask rubbing the arm on her chest. Clary just nods her head and I can see the pain in her face. "I am so sorry. Did I go too hard or too fast?" I ask.
"Hey it's okay, you were perfect. You did what I wanted and I love you for that," Clary says as she lifts her head and leans up for a kiss. I lean my head to meet hers and give her a small kiss.
"Do you want a bath? I can get a bath ready for you?" I ask.
"Oh that sounds so nice, but only if you join." She says with a little smirk. This makes me smile and laugh.
"Of course! Let me get it ready," I say. I sit up, letting go and then I grab my boxers that were on the floor. I quickly put them on and go over to the bathroom. I put a plug into the bathtub and turned on the water. A few minutes later the bath is filled up most of the way, I go over to one of the cabinets in the bathroom to grab the bubble bath. Once the bath is ready I go back into the room to see Clary lying down on the bed. She still was covering herself with the covers. "Clary! It's ready," I say. Once she hears my voice she sits up and looks at me. Clary then gets up out of bed, covering herself with one of the sheets, making her way to me. I'm leaning against the door and I can't help but smirk as I watch her make her way to me.
Once we are both in the room, I close the door and lock it. I turn around to let Clary get in the bathtub. I turn around to see her in the bath, covered in bubbles. I can't help but think how cute she looks. I slowly start pulling my boxers off and once they are fully off, I notice that Clary starts to blush. This makes me smirk, I go over to her and step in the tub from behind. Once I'm fully in I grab her waist and pull her closer. She leans her back against me and rests her head down with her eyes closed. I take both of my hands and start massaging her neck and back.
"You're the best. I love you," Clary says, moaning a bit.
"You deserve the best. I love you too," I say. The rest of the bath we just sat there and relaxed.
-1 Hour Later-
Once we were changed, Clary went to her room and took her sketchbook. I decided I should let her draw, so I went downstairs to see Alec, Izzy, and Simon eating breakfast. Once I entered the room they all turned to look at me. Simon seemed to be giving me the stink eye.
"So Jace, where's Clary?" Izzy says as a smirk goes on her face.
"She'll probably be telling you later," I say with a wink.