Ayan's POV
He was tensionless and very confident in front of me as nothing happened . He gave me his smile, of which I used to be fond of , but now it didn't seemed attractive to me .It looked like he was not a bit ashamed on what he had done. How brutally he broke my heart and hurt my feelings and slapped my sincerity.
He greeted me and asked
" How are you ? "
I looked at his face with utter surprise that the person who turned my good days into bad and left me with this situation, is asking me how I am !!? If he was that much innocent or was pretending to be. I answered with reluctance :
" This question doesn't suits you "
He kept quite. He asked me to meet him tomorrow at our usual place as he had no more stamina to say anything at that moment. I started walking and I remember, I heard his voice from my back saying "take care". On my way, when I thought about it , I regretted and asked myself why didn't I refused him !?why I wasn't able to say anything to him!? Why ,why ,why!? Am I still in love with him!? Why I am always being defeated by him!? Why didn't I cursed him even after all the things he had done to me!?
At that night, my pain of the heart passes through my tears. Those tears which always roll down my cheeks whenever I heard his name somewhere in the news or on social media (as he is a well known singer of the Korean group) were again started to make my shirt wet.
I controlled my tears because it was the only trick that I learned in these years and I consider it my big success as I started to face the reality but I always failed when things are about him. I got up and looked through my suitcase and chose a decent dress as I was not the same person I used to be , the girl who used to get excited when she was going to meet him and used to spend a whole hour in deciding the dress and another hour for its matching . I was changed.a