Why is it that everyone can find their mate and live happily ever after?

They say your mate is your other half, someone that completes you in every way. Some are destined while others are found by fate.

They also say if you cannot be with your mate, the more your heart and soul breaks. Although you cannot die or go insane by your mate rejecting you. It would be much more easier than not being able to because it is forbidden.

We were bounded by destiny to meet and be lovers, but reality was crueler with every anticipating movement being prolonged.

Why why was fate to cruel that it put us together, knowing we could never belong?

If we were nobodies, me not a Queen of the Vampires and him Alpha and King of the Wolves would our love be blessed.

Or could we both rule as Queen and King of the Vampires and Wolves?

Would no body attempt to interfere and prevent what was is meant to be?

Because one thing is for certain I cannot stop myself for falling for him, nor being in love with him. You see once someone is yours, someone that was always was meant to be yours how can you be with anyone else. You reminisce their voice, smile, touch. You miss how they hold you to sleep after you had made love. You remember how their touch made you feel. How perfectly they understood you while no body else did. You know the desperation and the longing of possibility never been able to see one another or ever be close again. So why, why would I possibly stop?

My heart beats for him, and only for him.

As his does for mine.

Secrets that only a few know are bound by their loyalty of something greater.

I miss him more as the days go by. What is worse I can never be in his hands again because of the curse. The closest I could ever be is 10 feet away watching him love and stand by other, as I stand by my supposedly beloved as I looked at what could have been. As I look at him, he looks back with sadden expression as I sigh holding my swollen belly as it was a reminder of our love.

Does no one understand the pain of this curse?

Will you?

~ Hello, everyone. Welcome to the beginning of A Throne of Shadow and Thorns . This is only the beginning so please this hasn't been proofread so don't mind the grammar mistakes.~