In my thoughts if i will not brake this non stop talking of us i guess we end up until the sun rise in the morning... so i have to do this brake the moment, God knows hows my day goes by today, i traveled since yesterday, and i only got 4hours of sleep, then i wake up to fetch vector this morning, and after lunch back to my work, then now stay up late again, I wanted to tell them that i am so tired and exhausted, but i don't want to ruin our happy talks, aside from that its our first meeting with vector... never mind i said to my self, but vector notice me it seems that he see me when i was yawning, he clapped he hands alright ladies we better get going now, its late and almost 2am in the morning already, im so sorry he said i forget the time, back to my place this period of time is day light, i guess i have to adjust my self here as he chuckle, sorry Girls... dackie i am happy to see you, he extend his arm to hand shake with dackie, its my pleasure vector said dackie, i speak up, so, i guess bye bye for now vector, when you make up your mind on where do you want to go, just let us know okay... i smile after i said so... he look at me with a reluctant eyes, as he smile back at me, okay then he said, but his hands unwilling to be parted from me, its seems that their is only me and him at this time his eyes is pleading for me to stay with him, oh my God this is it! the scenario that i am afraid to happen, at the back of my mind vector please don't do this, my best is looking on us... oh God what im gonna do... what i have done... this isn't right... im a sinner... the long silence had over when he kiss my hand and say goodbye and good night to us... on our way home dackie chuckling with joy and excitement, his is so perfect for goodness sake... katirina... thats the name she wants to call me when she gets excited, or angry at me... then i only say yes I Know, he is good to be true... then she stop driving in the middle of the road for goodness sake ugly duckling what are doing? as i yell infront of her face... she grab my shoulder to face her and she yell at me he loves you kate! i can see it, the way he look at you his affectionate eyes tells how much he love you, and want you... are you blind or what? oh yes you are, not only that a stupid girl in love, a hard working martyr that can't be seen by his dominant high majestic husband....