I can't believe that he chose to be with his friends rather than me... I don't know but i feel so bad this time...
Before this things happen, a month ago we visit my ob-gyn we had a series of check up session for my ovulation, the doctor told us live a happy and healthy life no room for negative vibes... Mr. Tang for now please avoid alcohol on your body have a regular exercise, cause after this month Kathrine is ready for ovulation the doctor says with a wide smile on her face, and please don't make her stressed out okay? with her nugthy face take it easy Mr. Tang, go somewhere get another honey moon with your wife...
Don't mess up, things like this needs special connection between you and Kathrine, and dont miss this chance or else you will spend another thousands of money for another work out session... remember keep healthy and no alcohol... Okay doc thank you very much...
We are leaving the next day to a have a trip to full fill our work out session for my ovulation is past approaching, while we are cuddling his phone ring, he search for his phone i can see that his old time friend Theo is calling, he stand up and said ill take this first honey, I nodded and bury my self at the pillow, I can hear the jolly voice came out of his phone saying hey mr. willful when did you arrive? why you didn't let us know that you are here, where are you? he chuckle and take my hands and kiss it, hey dude where should i be im a married man now, of course im with my wife, i arrived more than a month ago... i can hear a loud laugh of his friends at the phone, okay then we will not disturb you this time, but we would like to inform you that we are having our reunion the next day since you're here our group is complete, don't miss a chance to see us dude... by the way dude Sandro wants to talk to you about business deal, now you better go or else you miss half of your life on earth... Not to mention sandro is a big time business man in their group... Okay then good bye and please don't call me back don't ruin our precious time, a loud laugh heard...
Back to our bed he hug my back and started kissing my head, sniping my scent, i ask him in a soft voice are you going with your friends? mike - my love lets not talk about it... all i want is you hmmm he moan as he kiss my earlobe down to my neck, he reach to my lips when i stop him... Mike! answer me please, with my pleading eyes, i know that he will attend their reunion im sure of that, cause Mike values friendship, they are friends in school through sorrow and pain, hardship and happeness they are bond altogether as one... Sometimes i envy his friends why is he giving much more importance to them, he is a married man now, he should have to focus on us... thats the selfish side of me, but i have reasons, we are in the middle of our work out session what is he thinking... isn't it important to the both of us? this is our goal as a couple to build a lovely and happy family... not to mention my inner thought...
I promise to my self if someday time comes that i will have my own family ill make sure that our family is full of love, respect to each other, through sorrow and pain, i want to share our happy moments together with our children someday, i will love them with all of my heart, oh i wish for a perfect happy family, that is all i want for us... thinking of my childhood life makes me sad, cause we are broken, i grow up without the touch of my parents those love and care that supposed feel as a child, oh sorry I don't have it, they go to their separate way, where i was left behind with my grandmother, but then I have no regrets cause my grandma loves me more than anyone else, but still i envy those children with a happy family... so what now? we are leaving the next day? oh come on Honey we can still go to our trip next week, my friends, we seldom gather together with the intire group is complete... please give this to me my love...