Max POV
That was not less than a heart attack to me when I heard that she collapsed in extreme pain.I blamed myself for making her run so fast alto such a huge distance. My mind was all wobbling with her thoughts. I kind of started remembering our first meeting when I saw her all naked. Though I didn't want to recall it but yes she is a metaphor of the exquisite beauty. She has light brown skin shining in the sun with long black hairs and those deep black consuming eyes. J see her entire shape that day. Her huge plumpy boobs and that pink beautiful lower abdomen. I was mesmerized not just by her magic but even her beauty. She wanted a family and she devoted herself to me. I feel delighted to be with her and today's trip was simply beautiful
I was glad that she felt the same way. She was so close to me that i could hear her breath and feel those cold sensations on my lips. I had already kissed her in my hormones and all I wanted to do was to run my fingers on her perfect shapes but suddenly the idea of my pack arose in my mind. I forgot everything and I tried to de manipulate myself from her consuming eyes but I wish I could have had a taste of those pink juicy lips already. I couldn't even meet her eyes to avoid her from recognizing what I actually feel for her.
We met at the dining table for lunch and she sat beside me. I don't really know what she is feeling or what she is upto but now since she is so close to me, I just want to touch those silky soft hands for once. She was beside me and her left hand was on my side while she was eating by her right hand. I can't stop my hand from crawling towards her thai. The moment I touched her leg, she sat erect and slowly turned towards me. I quickly retreated my hand back and looked at Arya who was sitting with the other ladies of pack. Her eyes were on me only so when I looked at her we had an eye contact.
Now the situation was really dangerous because our eye contact was possibly not admiring but the woman sitting beside me had her sticky hand touching my hands. Her finger were rubbing my palm and I was shocked as well as numb. My eyes were still staring at Arya but the feeling of having her hand in mine was heavenly. We had our fingers interlocked throughout the lunch until we finished. I got up and left to control my heartbeats. I was caught in badly.
Yes I love her but I have responsibilities. I have to live for the pack and marry Arya. That is what Alphas do. I was destined to marry Arya and only then my pack will attain the powers they need. I had to talk to Arya...
It was midnight. I was not able to sleep. Usually I kind of sleep early after my tired routine but today it's hard for me to keep my head calm. I got up from my bed and went out of my room. We are wolves, the starry night is our speciality and the moon is our power as well as our weakness and hence we don't really admire the half crescent moon. Today when I came out, I looked at the moon and the clear sky with twinkling stars. These were indeed beautiful. I went near the crops which were blooming producing fresh vegetables nowadays. The flowers around were fragrant and it felt good to just stand there and feel the wind, the fragrance and the beauty of our hardwork on the crops.
" I knew you wouldn't sleep", I heard a voice and I very well recognized it.
I don't know how to face her now. I was hesitant but u felt her hand on my shoulder. I was now wearing a shirt, just that white inner of mine so when her cold hands touched my heated body, it gave me a shivering sexy sensation. Sleep slowly moved her fingers down and held my hand.
" vido.... lake", she said.
The next moment I saw that I was between the mountains with the lake nearby and she was still holding my hand. I finally looked at her because inwas amazed with her power. We actually teleported to the place I admired the most. I wanted to thank her but something was chocking my words and there was just one sentence I had in my heart that poured on my lips,
" I can feel you which is why I was not able to sleep. I want to hold your hand and be like this forever.I want to be so close to you and just stare at you.You make me happy and trust me I feel a lot free when I am with you. Just for once whenever I see you I forget the burden of responsibilities on my shoulder. I didn't do anything for youa and you have set not just me but even my pack free of a lifetime curse" I said.
I wanted to say more... I wanted to say that I love her and want to just throw her on this sand and want to continue what we had left in the morning. She smiled and slowly came near me,
" its ok to fall in love and create your own destiny ", she said and got more closer.
Her hand was on my shoulder reaching my necks dn she tip toed increasing her height. I felt her breath as she tilted her head and her lips touched mine. Those were tasty lips as I smelled her sweat fragrance. She gave me a small peck racing all my hormones and I held her waist tight, grabbed her tighter touching both our bodies together and kissed her deeper falling in love with her more.....