Jesy:' Hy, how can I help you?"
Lady:"Oh hey, you must be Jesy I am the therapist who you will be having a session with for the next six months
Jesy:" Okay , you can come in."
The therapist came in and Jesy directed her straight to the couch before asking " Would you want any thing to drink ." then the therapist replied "Yes a jug of water and some tissues for us we will need them."
Jesy: Ok , I will be back ."
Then she limped disappearing into the kitchen and store item cabinet , after a few minutes she limped back to the sofa with all the things the therapist asked for " Thanks ." she said with a warm smile that made Jesy feel something great inside and sat down
Therapist : "So let's get this session started, I am Kayla and I specialize with people with anxiety , depression and any people with mental health issues and traumatic past."
Jesy: Okay and I am Jesy Smith
Kayla: Please tell me more about you Jesy all the things that happened in your life in the past, anything that you feel comfortable addressing to me
Jesy: "Well , I am twenty seven years , born and raised in Houston Texas and I was raised by my
grandparents from my dad side."
Kayla:" Why were you raised by your grandparents where were your parents ?"
Jesy tried not to get emotional because it was a hard topic that she has never talked about , she held her tears before answering Kayla " They passed on due to a mob riot that happened she said with tears streaming down her face
Kayla: " Would you want to stop or get you some tissue?"
Jesy:"No continue."
Kayla: Okay, You say you raised by your grandparents from your father's side did you get to go and see your mother's family side
Jesy: No
Kayla: Why?
Jesy: Because my grandparents from both sides did not like each other so when my parents passed on my grandparents who raised me got full custody on me
Kayla: How did it make you?
Jesy: Growing up I did not feel anything about it, but now I realized the hate they have for each other stopped me from getting to know my mother's roots and trail's and tribulations she faced growing up as a black woman
Kayla listened carefully and wrote something in her note pad
Kayla: Your mother was black so what was your father's race
Jesy: He was also black
Kayla: Okay , so how did the death impact you and not knowing your mother's history
Jesy: The death made feel like I was unwanted , don't get me wrong I love my grandparents and will always be appreciative of everything they did for me but I was just feeling like crap when other kids will have fun with their mom's and father's while I watched at them and not knowing my mother's history it makes me feel not unsure about the paths I am always taking
Kayla : Why is that
Jesy: It's just If I knew about my mother's past I would make better decisions knowing that she has also made these decisions and impacted her in a certain way
Kayla: "So , are you planning to meet your mother's family?"
Jesy:" Yes ."
Kayla:" When?"
Jesy: I haven't thought about that because things have just happened really quick
Kayla: Ok let's now talk about your celebrity life and your past relationships as a celebrity
Jesy: "Well." she paused for a minute before continuing to say" Well being
a celebrity and singer has taken a toll on my mental health and the fear having a stable relationship with someone."
Kayla: "Why are you fearful in having relationships
Jesy:" The fact that people will be following me and taking pictures of me with my partner which will obviously scare them away because of all the articles and pictures of us in the internet
Kayla: So why do you think that Jayden has stayed with you and not left because of the paparazzi and etc
Jesy thought so hard on this question before answering Kayla " I know it's not for the fame or boosting up his company because he has obviously done that but honestly I really don't know
Kayla: Okay, you say the fame has taken a toll on your mental health do you care to explain how
Jesy: Um....
Before Jesy could answer the question Kayla's watch started beeping informing her that the session was over
Jesy : I guess I will answer the question in our next session
She said standing up helping Kayla gather her stuff
Kayla: Yah , see you in our next session running to the door because she was late to a meeting After she left the house, Jesy just burst into tears that she was holding deep down all along