These past few months had been really tough not just for Alex, but also for me and Nicky. It's like walking on egg shells. I don't have a problem looking after my wife, but the constant fear for her well-being is what exhaust me the most.
After Alex's episode I gave Dr. Shepherd a call the next day about what happened. He recommended that Alex needed Psychotherapy. I became anxious for the reason that I have no idea how Alex would handle it. I don't know how she would react about seeing a Therapist.
I felt the utmost relief when she didn't object when I told her about seeing a Therapist. As a matter of fact, she was remarkably patient this entire time between going to therapy and doctors appointments.
She was also on medication and her therapy seems to be doing well because Alex never had an episode like that again, thank Jesus, but we're still cautious because literally anything can trigger her panic attack if we're not careful. Her therapist stated to watch out for anything that triggers her so we can work on how to avoid them and to cope.
She seem happier now and almost back to her old self.
Clearly, going back home really helped her a lot.
I never wanted to leave her alone incase she has another episode so I decided to work from home. Me and Nicky, are taking turns watching her closely making sure she's not all by herself.
Alex, spends most of her time reading again.
Everytime we have a doctor's appointment we would always drop by at the book store. She made quite an impressive collections of books over these past months.
The following week after her panic attack, we had to go back to the hospital for a follow up check up. I was very anxious the night before because I know how Alex felt about riding in the car, but thankfully she was calm. Nicky had to drive us and we had to sit in the back of the car again. She was holding my hands the entire ride to the hospital. She's still a little terrified and I feel horrible for her.
But now she is physically healed. No more leg brace and no more trip to the hospital. Infact, today was our last day of check up.
She's still a little freaked out by the car ride.
There are still occasions when we're on the road that if another car honk loudly she would get startled or basically just any loud noises and that's what we are trying to avoid.
Months passed with no another major incident happened. Nicky, stayed with us the whole time and she's helping me take care of Alex.
Alex, was given a large amount of money by the truck company who hit her, like really, really big amount. She decided not to file any formal complaint and accept settlement to avoid additional stress on her part. I don't share the same sentiment with her about not suing them but I didn't push it. She's been through a lot already and she doesn't need constant reminder about her accident so, I just kept my mouth shut and keep my opinion to myself.
Her car was replaced by the insurance company but she refuse to use it which I'm glad because I still don't trust her driving on the road.
Now that everything is going back to normal I thought it's time to finally plan for our wedding, but before that I'd like to ask Alex on a date. It's been awhile since we went out together apart from going to her doctor's appointment and therapy sessions.
It's late at night and we were lounging on the sofa watching a movie. Alex's head is on my lap and I'm stroking her soft, long hair. Nicky, decided to spend the night at her place.
"Alex?". I said softly as I stroke her hair.
"Hmmm?". She hum without taking her eyes off the tv.
"Do you want to go out with me tomorrow?".
She move her head and stare at me smiling.
"Are you asking me on a date?". A smirk gradually appears on her face.
"If you'd like too". I answer back stroking her cheek and kissed her lips lightly.
She sit up and scoot closer to me.
"I'll think about it". She teased.
I lean closer and gave her a passionate kiss.
"How about now?". I asked in between kisses. Her lips are soft and warm and very inviting.
It has been months since the last time I had sex with my wife. I've been craving for her touch and I guess it's safe to assume that since this was her last day from the doctor's appointment that we are allowed to have sex.
"Hmmmm". She moan.
"Is that a yes?". I asked.
"Yes". She said breathy. I can tell she's turned on. I've never actually taunted her to have sex with me when we're not supposed to do it because I don't want to compromise her health. But now that she's not in any danger, I guess it's time to make love to her.
I put my hand on the back of her neck and pulled her closer to me. I missed her so much.
"I want to make love to you, Al". With that I pull her shirt over her head. She didn't protest so I know she want this too.
I unhook her bra and grab her warm breast. I am so horny at this point.
"God, you are so sexy and I can't wait to taste you again". I murmured
I pushed her back very gently so she's laying on her back. Because of her brain surgery we have to avoid hitting her head.
I hooked my fingers to her pajamas and pulled them down. I cannot wait to make love to my wife again.
I lay on top of her and straddle her with my legs and kissed her hard. My hands are all over her and I want to touch every inch of her skin. I didn't think our kiss can get even more deeper, but it did.
Alex took my shirt off and tossed it on the floor, she then unhook my bra and hold my hips and bend me towards her so she can suck on my breast.
God! Her warm mouth felt good on my tits. I grind my pussy on her stomach. Shit! This feels so fucking good but I need more friction.
I slowly took of my pajamas and underwear. I grind my pussy on her bare stomach, my clit finding the friction it needs.
I've been dying to do this since I read something about this on the internet. I didn't tell Alex, I was reading some lesbian porn on the internet. I am not entirely sure how she would react if I tell her.
I look down and her stomach is glistening with all my juices. She put her hands on my hips and help me grind myself to her. Fuck! I think I'm going to cum just by doing this.
She went back to sucking my breast and alternating them. I grind myself faster and faster on her stomach.
"Shit". I blurted and Alex let go of my breast and I arch my back and place my hands on her chest and continue grinding on her.
"You are so beautiful". Alex murmured. She push my hips down to her harder and I continue moving my body, still grinding.
"Fuck Alex! I think I'm going to cum!". I said and throw my head back and close my eyes in concentration.
Alex grab my tits and play with my nipples.
"Shit! Shit! Shit!" I screamed and Alex press her thumb hard on my throbbing clit and make a circular motion.
Suddenly, without warning I cum hard. All those weeks of build up tension, I finally found the release I needed.
"Fuck!". I keep grinding my self on her and ride out my orgasm.
I've never done this before and it feels great.
I was panting and I just went limp and lay on top of my wife.
"That. Was. Awesome!". I said breathy and panting. I bury my face on Alex's neck and inhale her scent. Her smell is very comforting.
She patiently wait for me to calm down and I push my head up and kissed her neck and started sucking on the skin there.
I made my way to her cheeks and on her mouth. I kissed her and I bit down her lower lip. I heard her gasp in delight.
I trail kisses down her neck again and made my way to her perfect round breasts.
She had her eyes closed and I flick my tongue on her nipple.
"Oh fuck". She said softly.
I then suck on her nipple so hard like I'm holding on for dear life. She arch her back a little and grab my hair. I move my mouth to her other breast and did the same.
"Piper". She whispered.
I know she's turned on already so I slowly move further down. There was a pool of my juice on her stomach.
She opened her eyes this time and lift up on her elbows to look at me so I stick out my tongue and lick my juices on her stomach. Her eyes bulge, she didn't think I would taste myself.
Hmm, I actually taste good.
"God! That is so hot". She groaned.
I hook my fingers on her underwear and I pulled them down and throw them on the floor.
I miss the warmth radiating from between her thighs and I burry my face in her pussy and inhale her scent. I push her legs apart and lick her folds.
She grab my head and tried to push me down deeper into her.
"Don't do that". I said looking up at her. I want to tease her until she can't take it anymore. Now that I've cum already. I have the patience to keep this up a little bit longer.
"Just fuck me already". She complained.
"Shut up!". I said sternly.
I move my head back down and suck on her clit.
Alex whimper and bucked her hips. She is so wet and I can feel her clit throbbing in delight.
I help up my hand and push my thumb inside her warm and wet pussy.
"Harder". Alex moan.
I push my thumb inside her harder and started pumping her. We've been together long enough that I know what makes Alex's cum.
I pull out my thumb and replace it with my fingers. 3 fingers. I pump her harder this time. She tugged on my hair again and I let her ride my face this time.
She pushed my head even harder as she grind her pussy on my face.
"Holy fuck. I'm cumming!". She announced and she just exploded on my face.
I never stopped pumping her and sucking on her clit. Her body spasm and she's shaking from her orgasm.
I gently lick her clit that is very sensitive now.
"Wow! I've never had an orgasm like that in weeks". She said panting. "That was very extreme".
I crawl up back to her and kissed her lips and she push me gently.
"I'm gonna fuck you again". She announced.
She got up from the sofa and pulled me to our bedroom.
"I'm not done with you yet". She said.