Ava
When Zorn let me leave, I was excited to be able to get back to see if my stuff was still in my hideout. Father's small little trinkets and belongings always helped me through a lot of shit, especially after he died and maybe, just maybe, this would help me with the struggle I was going to have.
Before leaving, Raynar quickly pulled me aside to tell me more about the bond between me and her son. She explained that it would be a death sentence to both of us with the distance, as it would put a mental strain on both of us. She explained that it was not wise for her to go, but she knew this was something I had to do. She was understanding of the situation but I knew she was worried more about her son. I think any mother would be and I had no right to judge that.
When we landed, I could see the glances from the men that were escorting me. They weren't hiding the fact that I displeased them and I really didn't care. They didn't matter to me.
"Female?" One of them stepped forward and held out a device in his hand. I looked at him and back down at the device.
"What it is?" I asked.
"Zorn wanted you to have this for when you want to be collected. It is a locator, press it and he'll be able to find you."
Taking the device, I thanked him and waiting for the doors to open so I could go. the sooner I got off, the sooner I could clear my head and think straight for a while. I needed to think things over. Try to make myself understand what was happening to me.
"Female." I turned and raised my brow, waiting for him to answer as he stared at me intently. "Do not hurt him." I gulped and turned away again. Everyone seemed too focused on us.
"I'm not trying to hurt him. I just need time to understand."
"Well, I hope soon."
Before I could think of a reply, the doors opened and I rushed out in a panic. I didn't hear the door close and them take off, cause I was breathing in the familiar air into my lungs and relief filled my body. All the anxiety that built up while with the colony, left my body with every breath I took. I closed my eyes and smiled as memory after memory filled me. I was excited to go home.
I started with a light jog and cautiously observed my surroundings as I made my way to the entrance and slid through. It was like it was yesterday that I was here and knew where to step without even looking.
When I walked into the area where I used to sleep, I looked around and felt my shoulders slump over. Everything was where I had left it. Nothing was moved. The fire that was burning before I left was out and ash covered the ground around the pit, coating most of my possessions in a think layer and I suddenly realised how lonely it was going to be. I was surrounded by people and to go back to this, was a shock to my system. but I knew what I needed to do.
First clean and shake off most of the ash from where I used to sleep and have a nap. I felt drained. Both body and mind and if Raynar was right, more was to come.
And I was not looking forward to it.
His hands held my wrists above my head, my body arching into his touch. I could feel his breath against my ear and i knew he was as worked up as me. it excited me and a pool of heat began to build between my legs. my body felt over-sensitive and I couldn't help the moans that escape my lips. I wanted more. I needed more and he would give it to me. Holding my writs in one hand, his other gently stroked my body and moved down my body painfully slow.
I growled out of frustration, which made him chuckle and vibrating against my neck, sending a shiver through my body.
"Tell me, where you ache." He whispered. "Here?" He cupped my breast in his hand, squeezing it, not too hard but hard to make me yelp. The feel of his hands left a yearning I hadn't felt before and I wanted more.
He was going to give me more.
His hand then left my breast and delved lower and brushed against my navel and then descended lower, softly brushing my curls that covered my most intimate place.
"Or here?" I couldn't talk. My mind was only filled with him and him alone and the thought of him taking away the ache that was building inside.
When his fingers parted my lips slowly, I raised my hips in an invitation, wanting him to go even further. He seemed to understand and smirked into my neck. However, he took his time, making my body even hotter than before and I cried out in yearning. There was something I needed to release, and I didn't know what. I just wanted the feeling to continue. As soon as his thumb brushed against the hood of my clit, rubbing it in a circled motion and his forefinger entered my tight heat, I screamed-
My body jolted up and I was sat looking around the room. A whimper escaped me as my body throbbed painfully and my body was on fire. My hair felt damp and my clothes clung to me uncomfortably. The texture of the clothes irritated me and i just wanted to strip everything off and find something cold to lie on. the stray strands of hair clung to my forehead and i pushed them back in anger. This feeling was new to me and I didn't know how to get rid of it.
Deep down I knew but I didn't want to acknowledge it. Would it mean giving up my independence but the thought of letting someone else stand by my side made me fearful?
I wanted to go back. Needed to go back.
To him.
He was the only one that would accept all of me without any questions.
Pulling out the locator, I eyed the buttons and stared at them for a few minutes, willing it to push itself. I was so unsure of the decision I wanted but as I went through all the scenarios in my head, the only conclusion and thought went back to Zorn.
Then it hit me.
If I was feeling all this inside me, then was Zorn also going through this too. If this was the bond at work, then he must be struggling too and the thought of seeing him struggle filled me with worry.
So I pressed the button.