"I can't hurt you too deeply, I'll hurt you even more if I keep spoiling you all the time, he asked what I wanted? Obviously I didn't want to, he asked me to respect him because he's my future husband, not another man, right? does that mean he wants me to get rid of you from my heart? I can't!" I hugged him again.
Arman calmed me down, he tried to stop my crying. We were both still on the table with a state of breath that was still gasping for air.
"He's lying, he knows a lot. I'm actually happy when I'm with you, I'm not hurt at all. I get hurt when I see you with him. If you leave your business or your marriage, let me feel it later, I don't have to think about it now. You're still with me. Your heart is still for me and I'm still for you." he explained and I listened carefully.