Glad I can't describe it in words, or put it in a tone. Because there is him who accompanies me, it did not even cross my mind that this man of mine would be present in a space and time that would otherwise be impossible for him to exist.
But he's there, now... with me spending time.
The beauty of the stars and the moon that glows in the dark sky, looks dim but still enchanting, the rush of the wind that brushes the skin makes these hairs go cold, adding to the spark of romance in the chest.
In this silence, he and I spent the rest of the night longing.
I started to grab his hand while turning my face. He held my hand back and smiled affectionately, I replied the same.
Our eyes met each other without a word or sound. My puffy eyes made him stare with pity. I raised his hand and I kissed the back of his hand many times. He responded by holding me, feeling warm and inhaling his scent in his arms. Arman tightened his grip.
"Inez why did you choose this path? I won't be able to bear it if you tease me again Nez. This dark, lonely and cold situation. Really if it's just the two of you. I won't be able to contain my desire. Tell me what should I do Nez? It's hard for me to bear feelings and promises of the heart, are inversely proportional to these feelings for you," he complained and started.
"My desire wants you, but the promise of my heart refuses." he said to me.
Let this sugarcane field be a silent witness for two people to make love. Tonight.
I didn't pay any attention to it, or answered it, only body language that I presented, what I did was to follow the flow and rhythm of the passionate love that was beautiful to do with him. The morning turmoil at his house at that time, somehow felt unresolved and demanded to be completed today.
I got up and let go of the hug, immediately squatting in front of him. Then I sat on his lap, crossed my legs at his waist, my face facing his sad and handsome face, while placing my hands on both sides of his cheeks, preparing to kiss his lips, while Arman hugged my waist with both arms. Immediately I kissed my man's lips, again I tried to burn his passion. He was no less strong turbulent reply to my kiss. The kiss accompanied by crushing that we did was accompanied by hand movements that began to wander around the world unbuttoning the clothes I was wearing. He removed from this body, so that the remaining "glasses" in the manifest in front of him. He moved the hand to immediately feel and again began to squeeze the fruit that was there. I closed my eyes in amusement as I stomped my feet slowly, but didn't seem to want to end, my heart was shaking, blood was rushing to my head. He took them both out of place and then kissed and kissed him gently alternating ends. Right and left.
"Aaaaah, getting tensed up.
"Ehmmmmm," I mumbled, squirming in his lap.
Sitting on the broad grass that was wet with dew, the more intense the lust for making out, the skirt I was wearing began to partly open in the wind. Inviting lust to come. The hand began to wander under this skirt. I shifted my sitting position on purpose so that the little brother would wake up immediately, because I really wanted him.
"Aarrgh...." I sighed,
"Aaah!" When I feel his fingers slip inside my underwear. Touched the crown and one of his fingers began to want to enter it, I bit my lip hissing followed by roma hair that stood with goosebumps. He immediately took off his own clothes. I immediately threw a kiss there, kissed and sniffed it, my man seemed to shudder at my behavior. I also kissed his chest area while I was kneading his. We make out like young people who have no shame. The dance and the sound of the swaying of sugarcane add to the beautiful atmosphere of love.
Arman could not bear the weight of my body which had been acting a lot in his lap. He lay down on the grass. I'm still on top of him. I was still engrossed in kissing his slender neck, while one hand crawled downwards, I tucked it inside, as if looking for something.
He immediately stopped my hand.
"Nez, one more time. I don't want to sully you. Don't force me Nez. I want this too, but when I have all of you. Not like this, as a thief, a thief from your father, a thief from your future husband. I'm not a jerk who wants to look for opportunity and want to ask for your virginity only, but if you keep pushing me. I won't be able to put the brakes on it anymore. We've gone too far in driving lust." Arman's words were interspersed with breaths that were already gasping for breath, controlled by passion, he still had time to use logic, the sweat that was pouring out was also visible all over his body and face when the atmosphere of the night was cold in the early morning.
I kept silent. I immediately hugged him and he hugged me back too, stroking my head.
"I want to be bullied by you. That keeps circling in my brain Arman. I'm losing my mind because I don't want to be separated from you. I want this way, because this is the only thing that can cause you to marry me," I argued the same, reasoning at him.
"Let us put an end to this passion Nez, I don't agree with your idea. It's too fatal for you. I really love you, that it's impossible for me to tarnish you, even if it has to be someone else's, at least I already love you in every way I can. in my arms. You are too tired and heavy to go through your day," he replied while kissing my hair.
"Whatever your situation is, if we really meet one day I will always love you, if the one who is betrothed to you hurts you. I am the first person who always waits and accepts you, remember this always," his message was accompanied by tears as he sobbed in his arms. He just stroked my hair and my back was still in his arms, grounded with grass and roofed by the sky, the two of us were still here waiting for the morning to come to pick us up.
"Inez, I'll tell Liza and Ardy, okay? That you're here with me, so they don't worry, because they've been looking for you for a long time," Arman said as he pulled out his cellphone.
He sent a WA message to Liza and Ardy who must have been in trouble because they were also looking for my departure. Sure enough, there wasn't a minute Arman sent a message.
"Liza, I've found Inez. She's with me, she's fine." Fill in the message Arman.
Direct reply from Liza.
"Okay, okay, Arman, where are you guys now? Is it in your rented house?" Liza answered accusingly.
"No Liz, but she's safe and I'll take care of her. Don't worry," Arman replied.
"Okay, when are you guys going home? I've told Inez's parents that she's staying at my house," Liza explained again.
"In the morning we will go to your house first, then ask to take him to his house, okay?" Arman asked for me.
"Okay," She answered shortly. Liza still hasn't slept, even though it's already early in the morning. She was waiting for my answer and news. That worried about her to me? I wasn't even the slightest bit worried about her. Liza who is so mature and more independent than me, makes me never know about her problems all this time, she solves everything herself.