Tobi has been trying to convince me that the chance of losing Nana is slim, but I'm not convinced. Nana is all the family I have left, and I cannot bear to lose her. And seeing Chanel panic is also making me panic. She is usually the calm one with all the solutions but she's not saying anything. She's quiet and her silence scares me. We are waiting for the full moon to appear. What day, what hour, what time it will appear we do not know. My Nana's life is based on an uncertain future.
"Shiv!" Alina snaps her fingers in my face.
"What?" I raise my widened eyes to her.
"Have you heard a word I've been saying?"
I remember she was talking to me before I zoned out, but I cannot recall what it was about. "Sorry. I zoned out. What were you saying?"
