I thought I was going to bust a gut to prevent myself from laughing my head off when I saw Sara cleaning up when my dinner guests walked in. And I somehow knew Ashar was going to tag along after the threatening calls and text messages I was beginning to get from him, warning me to obsessively stay away from his precious wife who wanted nothing to do with him and he still couldn't get a clue. It was actually sad how obvious it was to everybody else apart from him, just like when I had found Sara's dairy and I saw her little plan that she doodles out to get Ashar back. It was all funny to me at first, but seeing her diary after everything she had been through and had put as through just made me realise that nothing had truly sunken in for her yet. She was truly so delusional that she thought Khirad had plotted even step towards her downfall. It made me so angry that she couldn't see the kind of monster that she had become…so much so that I had really began to despite Ashar a lot more than I originally did. He was already a spineless idiot who needed to hold his mother's hand for every stop he took in his life. So it looked like I had to take things up a notch with this girl before I let go of her and my past for good. I finally had the chance to start anew and become the person I was meant to become and I had to put Sara Ajmal behind me, but I couldn't move on until she had learnt her lesson either.
So I did tell Sara that I would give her only one chance to meet up with Ashar, but I didn't tell her when, no matter how many times she had asked me. I started withholding money that she needed for her various expenses so she had no choice but to playing a maid all while I was planning my trip abroad for at leats 2-3 months so I could relax and take a break from everything I had done for her. And life continued like this until I surprised Sara with my dinner guests one night when she had just made her first meal whilst she was still in her pyjamas and hadn't even showered yet. She literally almost dropped the meal for 1 she made before I saved it, for my own personal use of course. Khirad of course didn't look at her at all and sat down immediately whereas Ashar seemed to be caught between the two women. Looking at things into perceptive, he was in a funny situation; he looked at the woman who had lost everything for him in disgust while he looked at the other woman who was too ashamed to look at him with such love and…desperation that I really did have a hard time controlling myself.