It was a warm day.I just woke up and realized that today I had to go to school.And that thought made my day bad.God I start becoming nervous soo easily.Why God why??Ok its not a big deal right?Go to school..be a good girl..make some friends..talk to people..GOD TALKING TO PEOPLE IS THE WORST!! What am I gonna do???
"Honey are you awake?You dont wanna be late on your first day." "Yeah mom I am awake.I'll be there".No I wont! I dont wanna go to school.God am I gonna cry?NO WAY!!Ok deep breath.whoo ok I am ready.I brushed my teath and showered so quickly.I never shower quickly.But today I did.Is it something that I should be happy about..God I am going crazy..
"Morning mom,morning dad,morning my baby boy..who is hungry !! Who is hungry?" Russel was as usually excited to see me at the morning."Good morning sweety..so did you sleep last night?" "Yeah dad, I did sleep very well" "Hmm so are you ready to go meet your new friends?" Ughh here we go again.I did not like where the conversation was heading to."Mom stop it" " Ok honey calm down I'm just saying it you know,you have to make friends.Enjoy your life girl" "Mom if I had to enjoy my life I would have been somewhere completing my bucket list..but no! I am here with my parents eating breakfast and being ready to go to school" "Lily thats it say sorry to your mom now!" "Sorry mom I wont say it again" But this was my second time shouting to my mom about my dreams to do things.They never let me do things.I dont know why.They even say to me that if I had a sibling they would have let me go with him/her.But no! they planed their life with only me,the only freakin child.I wanted to go to many places,to enjoy my life,but they wont leave me alone,and they wont come with..WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THEN.God ok thats it."Mom I think that we are gonna be late for school"."Oh yeah honey come on lets go" We finished our breakfast and we took the cab to school.
Within few minutes we where at the principles office.I was done being nervous,now I was dying...God this is a huge school.What am I supposed to do.."Miss Lily did you like our school" Principle Janice asked me disturbing me from my train of thoughts. "Oh..umm yes maam I..um..loved your school."And then I put on a fake smile which always works."Ok so thats it for now.The class will be starting within few minutes" "Oh ok it was nice meeting you Mrs Janice." Mom said getting up from her chair and I got up too.Saying thank you to the principle,we came out of the room,and I started sweating so badly,and my mom saw that. "Honey are you good.You dont look like" I had to say something to my mom.I could'nt lie at this very moment. "Mom I am so nervous..I cant do this mom..please help me".Maybe I was gonna cry. "Oh Lily calm down.Dont worry ok?You are gonna get through this so easily.Nobody is rushing you to do anything.Do what you like.ok?Dont listen to anyone,just be yourself..Ok honey?" That made me a little comfortable. "Yeah alright mom.. thank you " she kissed me in my head and she waved her goodbye and went home.Now I was alone..in this school with nobody to talk to..
"Hey are you new here?" And when I thought I was gonna be alone,a girl came to talk to me.God save me.
"Umm yeah I am new.My name is Lily.What is yours?" I think I am doing great. "My name is Aneena.Nice to meet you Lily.And by the way its a cute name.And that is Eric's mom's name" "Ohh..um..who is Eric?" I mean was I supposed to know him? "Ohh silly me you are new here..How are you supposed to know who is Eric.Ok here goes..Eric is a boy which is studying in our class,and all of the girls kinda like him you know..because of his eyes and his hair..you know" I did not had a clue what she was talking about cause I've not seen him yet. "It is ok girl..cause you are in the same class,and you will get the chance to .meet him...so ..dont worry".She smiled at me,and then I just thought am I making a friend? Huhh this is easy.. But then my mind went somewhere else when a girl yelled.. "OMG!!!Eric got a new hairstyle and he looks stunning in it ..I am gonna die girlss...!!!" And then I looked at Aneena's face a little confused.Like what the heck did just happened here? She smiled at me saying "told you girls love him" I smiled back at her.
Now I wanna meet this Eric boy soo much.