God....WHAT HAVE I DONE??????
Yesterday I was just looking at Lily's profile picture and I accidentaly called her!!!! God what is wrong with me....what is she gonna think about me....why am I so clumsy all of a sudden???? God my head is spinning...I dont wanna go to school....wait..no.I will go to school and I will talk to her...yeah thats what I am gonna do...I cant stay like this forever..I woke up and brushed my teeth,took a shower and got ready to have my breakfast...
"Good morning you guys" I said to mom and Elena.They were sitting on the table waiting for me. "Good morning" mom said. "You are late,next time dont see that you are late,am I clear?" Ughh sometimes I hate my sister. "Yes boss"! Mom and Elena laughed.We started eating.Soon I finished,and got up.." Waoh waoh boy where are you rushing? Sit its not time for school yet." Mom saw me rushing.But I did had a reason.Lily...I wanted to see her..Oh God.... " Mom Drake and David must be waiting for me..let me go please.." she looked at me like I was saying something wrong."Oh ok..Have fun honey.." I kissed her and I went to Drake's house.When I got there they were already coming out. "Hey..." I waved them..but they did not..WHAT?? What is up with these guys.. " Hey what happened..is everything alright?" " No actually..one of our friend is not sharing something to us and he did not come to our house for dinner." Oh no..they are not making this a big deal.. "Oh God you guys...It is not a big deal right? I just skipped a dinner with you guys..I was not that hungry yesterday.." I lied... "Eric,if you wanna talk about something SPIT IT OUT..." and they caught me...Maybe it is time for them to know too..
"Ok..here goes...I think I am in love with someone...And I think it is the new girl" "Lily????" David said in excitment.."Umm...yes...I dont know how...I dont know why...I am just in love with her...You know...JUST LIKE THAT.. "Hey that is ok bruh..I mean she is beautiful and everything but you have'nt talked to her yet..." Drake said.. "I know but today I am gonna talk to her.." I said to them and myself...
We reached school so quickly that I became more nervous and the funny part is I dont know why.... " Ok buddy..you've got this..ok?? Just go there and talk to her..its that simple.." Drake and David were cheering me..but I could'nt just go there and talk to her.. " Ok..so here is the thing...I wont talk to her now...but I will wait for the break time so that I could catch up with her and talk to her in the canteen..." First they opened their mouth to protest but thank God ...the bell rang and we went to the class...Today Lily looked more beautiful than yesterday and that made me more nervous,cause I cant just stare at her face without talking....
The class went on and I did not hear a single thing cause man...she was gorgeous...suddenly I heard the bell...and it was break time....God save me.. Drake and David,both of them were looking at me smirking...GOD....
We went to the canteen and Lily was with Aneena.They were getting some food from the other side of the canteen and we were on the other side... "Ok Eric you have to just approach her and just introduce yourself and thats it..ok??" God I was sweating!!! Ok this is simple.. " Yeah yeah I can do this..." I said that and went towards them..
"Omg...Eric honey you look amazing today!!! " UGHH...A girl from my class,and I dont even know her name!!!came to me with her gang...and I saw Lily looking at us..ohh noo.could this get any worse??? David and Drake came to us..my saviours...love them... " Hey you girls actually Eric can we just get something to eat we are so starving.." Drake said.. "Oh yeah come on..see you later ladies.." I said to them and went towards Lily. Ok deep breath..I can do this..
"Hey I am Eric.And you are Lily...haha..ummm" GOD I JUST RUINED EVERYTHING JUST LIKE THAT... I chuckled nervously.. " Hey..umm..well you already said my name...so..huh..umm.." She also chuckled and I think she was also nervous..but her eyes...Oh my God they were beautiful...oh I cant stop myself,I just could stare at them the whole day... " Uhmm..umm can we eat now??" Aneena asked confusingly.. "Um yeah you can. " I just said that cause I could not think of any sentence.. "Um actually we were thinking we could have lunch together..you know..there is an empty table there soo" David said this and I was not planning for this..." Yeah ok that will be good " Lily replied and my heart was crazy....
We went to the empty table...Lily sat opposite to me..God I was sweating again... David started the conversation...And thank God..cause I could'nt.. "So Lily..umm you came here just like that..I mean you dont miss your old friends??" "Umm actully no.Cause honestly speaking I did not had any...." she smiled and God she looked awesome.. "You know I was a kind of introvert and shy...and I did not had any friends..I liked to spend time alone there.." Aww she is perfectly cute. Wait what is up with mee.... "Oh..but you know what..you can have friends here..me,David and Eric can be your friends...right Eric??" "Huh what...Oh yeah we can be your..umm..friends.." God help me...and where the heck is this heading to?? She smiled and said thank you..Oh she was so beautiful..I could not rest my eyes on anyone..I was just like staring at her..and she did not notice..atleast I think..She was so busy talking and sharing her story...And I was interested in her story...
After lunch and the class we caught up with Lily again,and this time Aneena was not with her..but I could not say anything now..cause there were many people around here..Its not that I am gonna say that I love her right now...but I was like nervous.. " Hey guys..I was just gonna go home..umm..you guys wanna..um..come to my house?" She was inviting us to her home.....God yes I wanted to... "Umm..no thats ok Lily..cause we kinda have a game today .. But thank you,and we will come visit you someday.." David said to her and I was like what!!! They cant hurt her like that..I mean I wanna go to her house.. " Oh ok then you guyss...byee..see you tomorrow" We waved her and before I say something Drake and David shut me up..WAIT WHAT!!! "You cant just go to her house just like that..you only met her today..like it is the first time that you talked to her..and you did not even do it better.." Drake said and David agreed..And I think that they were right...I was sad but was happy that I could message her..and she did not even talk about yesterday's call...Thank God...otherwise I would have died sweating..
Today I got to know her better...We had the best conversation..and it was perfect. She is perfect.. Tomorrow I get to see her again..and that made the rest of my day better.I think I am getting addicted to her....