A few days have passed now since I talked to Liam and I feel nothing no hurt, heartbreak, pain nothing. I feel completely numb. It should be a good thing right?
No closure, no anything but still some part of me wants to rip his crazy attitude apart, he's literally not being fair with me.
Am not complaining but maybe, maybe he should consider one last talk because I am so angry with the whole situation.
"Hey Cookie!" Nathan slides in our table, well I'm alone so...
"Care to share what's got you in poking mode?" I look at him like he's grown two heads.
"Huh!" He gestures to my food.
Ooh! that.
"It's nothing really, just boy problems." He rolls his eyes and takes the spoon from my hand, when I think he's going to help me finish the food he does the opposite and turns it to feed me.
"What are you doing?" I look at him funny and he only shrugs.
"Thought you didn't know how to send the food to your mouth." Classy Nathan. I shake my head and try taking the spoon from him but he doesn't buldge.
"Nathan I can feed myself now can I please have my spoon back?"
"How sure can I be that you're going to eat. Just let me feed you a spoon or two then you can throw it away." He wiggles his eyes in a suggestive manner.
I lean in closer to eat the food directed to me, all this while looking at him and the sight I see turns me on really quickly, I know I fucking shouldn't but I can't help it.
He looks at me like he wants to be in the spoon's position. His eyes are now dark, and his Adam apple is fucking moving up and down so slowly.
Abort mission...fast.
I clear my throat and look away my hair hiding the blush that's creeping on my face.
"I can finish up myself." I speak in a small voice, he hands me the spoon and doesn't make a move to stop me.
He stays until my meal is all done then escorts me to my cabin. The walk is quiet but comfortable until I speak up again.
"I'm in need of a whole lot of junk foods."
"Like?"
"I don't know, I could do anything with cheese on top."
He shakes his head. "The girls I hang around with only take in salads, so to find a person this interested in carbs is a dream come true." I chuckle at that.
"Well maybe the people you hang around with don't really know the feeling of heaven when taking in the illegal stuffs that the body doesn't mostly need." I finish up.
I open the door to hear a voice that I know all too well. My body pales in an instant and I take long strides to where the voice is coming from.
"What are you doing here?" That's the only thing that comes in my mind.
"That's not a nice way to welcome your lovely boyfriend now is it?"
"You said it was done. Now what the hell are you doing here?" My voice comes out more harsh than expected.
"I see you've already replaced me." Liam talks with a smirk plastered on his face and all I can think of is all the different ways I could wipe that smirk the hard way.
"That's none of your business don't you think? You don't even have the right to be here." I look at Jamie who is staring ahead awkwardly.
"William." He introduces himself to Nathan.
Nathan just looks at his hand but gives no response.
"Ohh so he doesn't talk." Liam brings back his hand and turns to me.
"No kiss for me baby?" He looks at me with a fake hurt expression. My eyes shoot daggers towards him.
I know what he's trying to do and it's getting to me. I take a deep breath and look at him with the best fake expression I can master.
"Where are my freaking manners? I'm sorry I forgot." I tell him as I get closer to him. I can see his smirk grow if it's possible. Bastard!
Slap!!
"Get the actual fuck out of here." I say pointing to the door.
"Why? So you could open your legs for this guy. What do you even see in him?" His veins are popping out as he speaks.
Good.
"As I told you it's none of your fucking business. Now let me continue spreading my legs for someone else while you freaking leave me the hell alone."
"It was a mistake for you to come here Liam. After all you just wanted to see if I really moved on or I changed to being a slut as you say. So fucking leave me alone." I continue while looking at him with anger not only on my eyes and voice but am also shaking with rage.
"I gave everything to you what else did you want?"
"Easy, you had to trust that I wouldn't betray you but you fucking didn't."
"I saw you with him with my own eyes." he argues.
Oh God! make this stop.
"You saw nothing yet. But you sure will see what you want if you stay here."
"I mean seriously Liam are you that desperate to be cheated on?" I know no one deserves such a question but he had this one coming.
He stays quiet. I smirk at this and gesture him to leave.
"You know what? FUCK YOU."
"Yes please make sure you do it harder." I tell him as he walks away to the door and out.
I exhale shakily running my hands through my hair in frustration, I hate this and I fucking hate him.