it's the same as always..

I walk out of my house to the nearby convenience store, grab anything I need. which would mainly be instant ramen noodles, water, and whatever snack that I'd deem fit for the day..

pay, walk home and set them away.. 'it's the same and is always going to be the same, no matter what I do....' I softly mumbled under my breath, Setting the bags on the kitchen counter I look towards the calendar

"Tomorrow is my 19 birthday... aren't I suppose to be bounded to something? " I thought, as I think I feel my hand wander around something soft slightly squeezing it I hear a soft popping sound, as my hand slowly feels a steady stream of... liquid?

immediately looking down to my now wet hand I see that I've accidentally broken my last pack of water. I pause, staring at the now broken water bottle slowly but surely empty our as water puddled at the bottom of it. Immediately out of pure panic I grape the closest thing I think to stop it from spilling I tip the now half empty bottle over, as it surely emptied out onto the table and slowly puddelled onto the floor, as I feel regret

'My life really is miserable.' I sighed out, as I grab a piece of paper and wiped the floor, feeling the crushing embarrassment as I do so.

Finally, after I finish cleaning the floor I slowly shuffled to bed 'I just wished something else would happen... ' I mumbled softly, those words being the last few that I spoked before I fell asleep..

ah, 272 words in total.. This is again my first public book so please let me know what you think and things I can approve on!

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