I am ready went to my class 1st year arts class. I always prefer to sit on first bench so I did the same but then I saw people really fighting for last bench I was just curious to know why so. I just asked a girl sitting behind me. why they are fighting for last bench. she started laughing at me I though I had a wrong question to her.
then she reply you are topper or what. I said no. she just told me " you will get it " and started drawing again. so I though she was just like me with no friend and also silent in nature.
so I though to make a friend as I turn back she was already vanished. then a old lady with a big glasses entered and the class was silent completely quit. she started to rearranging according to her choice. so I got it she was our class teacher. she just ordered a boy to sit next to me and I was so upset as I though to make a friends in a college and I just don't want a boy to be my first friend.
the mam explains us about the term and conditions of the college . about the attendance, discipline, behaviour and everything. I hear saying someone hi !. I just looked up he was the same guy the bus on I was so excited without thinking anything I just ran away without even replying him back. i just went to the library and then I realized it was the rudest behaviour I have never done anything like that it was I just don't know. then I went to canteen for the lunch I saw him again I was just praying that the same situation never come back and actually he ignore me. but still I felt bad. don't know why?
after completing other two classes I went for my bus. the two lectures I just wanted to apologize To him regarding my behaviour but as usual being me I didn't talk. on the way to home I was just thinking of that boy I just don't know why. back to home mom and again she just wanted to talk about me I think I m just like mom and we are not going to change. doing my all the routine work and went to sleep again.
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