When Lily Gu woke up again, she was alone in her room.
The phone was dead, and Lily didn't know how long she'd been asleep, but the sky outside her window was still cloudy.
She got up, put on her shoes, carried her bag and went out. When passing Cynthia Xia's ward, she saw that the door was not closed properly, and she could not help stopping her feet.
The man who lives here is Cynthia Xia, accompanied by Lily's nominal husband, Simon Lin.
Cynthia had a beautiful face and wore a hospital gown with blue and white stripes that could not hide her clean and elegant nature, her skin so white that her almond eyes were bright and bright, Lily thought, maybe Simon liked the simplicity of Cynthia's inner voice. And himself, that is the evil heart to break the lovers.
Simon was jealous of Cynthia's kindness, and her gums ached from watching it.
Those who didn't know Simon thought he was born with a cold temper, but Lily knew that he had given all his tenderness to Cynthia and couldn't bear to part with anyone else.
Of course... I was nice to her a long time ago, but now there's nothing left.
Her "Prying eyes"eventually caught the attention of the two people inside, and Cynthia took one look at her and hid behind Simon.
Her face was timid and her eyes were red, as if she had seen a very bad man.
Simon patted Cynthia on the shoulder, looked over at her coldly, then felt a twinge of annoyance when he saw Lily standing by the door.
The irritation turned to disgust and rose unabashedly to his face, exclaiming, "What are you standing there for?"
Lily Gu stood in the doorway and looked at the two men who were glued together. She didn't want to look at them for a moment, but she couldn't help it, because it was the Simon Lin she had never seen, the Simon Lin she longed for.
See too much, the eyes blurred... very painful, like death.
Simon Lin put Cynthia Xia behind him and glared at her, but when he saw Lily Gu's pale, bloodless face, he felt a sudden surge of mixed emotions that made him frown.
"Now that you're awake, go home."
Lily Gu hesitated and asked hoarsely, "Are you coming back tonight?"
Looking at Simon's defensiveness, Lily didn't bother to explain to him that she couldn't figure out what she had done over the years to make him guard her like a thief.
She didn't ask him to stay away from Cynthia Xia, during the four years they were married, she even took care of him like a nanny and did everything she could to be nice to him.
She couldn't make the marriage work, but over the years, she never asked him about Cynthia.
In the past, Simon had had a secret affair with Cynthia, and after her family left the rich list, Lily was no longer a threat to Simon.
She didn't mention anything about what happened between him and Cynthia Xia
But let it go? How is that possible?
With Simon, Lily was left with nothing, dying of stomach cancer and save Cynthia's life. She's about to lose her life, and who's Gonna help her?
Lily Gu's heart ached like a thousand needles, coursing through her veins to her limbs and shaking at the tips of her fingers.
Lily had no problem with Simon's orders, and over the years, she had grown accustomed to them, from the pleasantries of her first life to the quiet, self-imposed restraint of today.
As soon as he turned around, Lily Gu heard Cynthia Xia's voice inside.
"Is Lily gonna be okay with all this blood? She looks awful..."
"It's all right. She's always in good health."
See, this is the man she loves, and even her rival can see that she looks bad, but he doesn't.
Simon was not a careless man. He could see problems at first sight at work and knew what was happening to Cynthia, but he had no patience or care for Lily, whom he had known for six years.
Lily Gu took a deep breath and left the place without looking back, as the rain continued to pour down.
She walked slowly back with her head down. There was no umbrella in her bag and she was soon drenched. Lily's body was cold. Her white lips were cold and chapped.
Lily was so cold that her head and eyes were swollen and her stomach hurt. She covered her stomach with her hand and accidentally knocked off the ring on her ring finger.
Lily Gu looked at the ring, which had been worn for four years but had lost its luster and was still black, and recalled the time when she and Simon signed the contract, "If you're married, you should have a ring,"she said casually
Simon listened, bought the ring from a roadside shop and threw it to her.
"Take it,"he said sarcastically. "It's all you're worth."
Lily just smiled, eyes indescribable pain, ring small size, she forced to wear, ring finger wear red bleeding, she still insist on wearing.
Lily Gu was adamant that the ring would fit one day, but she didn't want it to fall off her finger.
Like her relationship with Simon.
Lily curled up in the rain, her stomach churning, and she gagged, her eyes red with pain, her tears streaming out of control.
It was still raining, pedestrians on the street one after another began to hold up their umbrellas. Lily squatted on the ground and picked up the ring and stuck it to her chest. She stood up when her stomach was less upset.
She looked like a ghost in the rain, and in a daze she bumped into someone. Lily was shocked, but she bowed her head in confusion and apologized to the young mother and Child
The child looked up into Lily's red eyes and whispered, "Are you crying, Sister?"
The woman patted the child on the head, gave her an apologetic look, and pulled the child away.
With their backs to her, Lily heard the child ask her mother, "Why is my sister crying? Is it because she is afraid to Cry?"
"Why should big sister be afraid..."
As the rain grew louder, Lily couldn't hear what the mother and son were saying.
Lily Gu gently covered her stomach, held her head back and choked back tears. Scared? How could I not be afraid? When I went to the hospital, when I was doing gastroscopy, when I was called to the diagnosis room by the doctor alone, and finally when I was given the book of terminal illness, I was afraid of blood flowing backward all over my body, and my whole body was cold.
But more than that, Lily was afraid of dying alone, with no one around.