I laid on the bed, looking at the ceiling. I was thinking about Alora's message.
It's not impossible I'll get pregnant. Jayden and I never used protection. We've been doing it for a few months now almost everyday and he always released it inside me.
I asked him a few times about it but he always said it's okay. But what if I really am pregnant? Am I ready? Am I ready to become a mother? Is Jayden ready to become a father? Are we ready to become parents?
My head hurts from those thoughts. When was the last time I got my period? I lost count. I need to know if I'm pregnant or not. Maybe I'll buy a pregnancy test. I can't tell Jayden yet.
I stood up and walked towards the full sized mirror. I was wearing a short white camisole lingerie. I looked at myself in the mirror and touched my tummy. I smiled. Wait? Why do I feel like I'm excited? I'm anxious, yes. But not because I'm worried. I have a lot of questions in my mind but I feel like my heart is happy.
