It's been 3 years since I left and went to different places. It was hard for me. I was three months pregnant that time and I couldn't even imagine what would be like to live without Jayden.
I couldn't count the number of times I wanted to go back to him but it was the same as the number of times I tried not to.
It's hard for a 17 year old girl to carry a child without any support from her fiance. I don't know how many times I cried because I missed Jayden. I know he was looking for me so I lived in different places so he wouldn't find me.
I didn't go back to Flousia because I know it will the first place he will search for me. I didn't contact grandfather or Kyle after I left. I cut off all my communications with my friends. I threw my phone in the river, bought a new one and changed my number.
