"We still deviated from the subject, Rekka do you want something?" As Leila asked, prompted by Alice too, the topic came to that again… did they really need to give me something for being in a relationship with me now?
where was the cruel world where guys tended to look like they were walking in deserts in the find of an oasis?
"Hmm I don't mind since you guys will be my fiancé soon but you can ask me for anything, rather than let me ask for things… well I'm still young so I am hesitating.. But when I get older, I hope you guys will give me this chance again.. Apart from that, Granny did say you should be responsible for people in your care but you guys are my life partners so I think I should be responsible and this doesn't mean you have to give something in return." of course when I get older, I would not hold back.
"Granny Melinda is always right. then I guess you will have to train with me out of obligation…!" as greedy for training Alice was, it was kind of amazing how she started demanding it now as if it was natural… man I really got myself one handful. Although when we get older, I would make sure to ask her for enough lewd things to make up for this.
"Sigh… since you are so gung ho about… I guess I will have to train with you, anyway, if you want to watch the inevitable happen, I guess there is nothing I can do about it, very well, soon you will see the power that can even break mountains and meteors apart with bare hands!!!"
"Yeah! Those are some good lines, they made me shiver in excitement. We will be strong beyond anyone and anything!" I know I just spoke something out of a battle manga out of the blue but to think Alice would look so happy and excited to hear me… did those cheesy lines really made any impact? but looking at her shivering in delight, it seems Alice is one passionate girl.
After that Leila and I got to chatting about our day and Alice went straight to sleep. She must have trained all day, I could see her becoming tired after our exciteful battle talk was over. On the other hand, I think seeing me had made Leila's sleep disappear. Definitely, even after being sisters, they were different in many ways.
As both of us got alone, the atmosphere seemed to change. I don't know but I think we are becoming more like a couple.. Also hearing this news of marriage practically sealed our relationship. Was it really this easy to become close to someone?
"Hey Leila….. Care to get a little closer with me?…" She is right beside me and it felt like I was being pulled to her… if I don't hold back, we could progress quite a bit… after all those painfully lewd situations with maids and Ridge.. I really want to let go and do lewd stuff with the one I really want! Or rather, once I grow up a bit, I might not have a chance to have Leila fall on me in this state. It was one kind of desire you could only have in this fantasy setting I guess. I want to see her embracing me even before I get older.
"Really!" as Leila showed a all but ready expression, she slid closer without hesitation.
"I want to… be with you, you're the first girl that I got interested in… I kind of am a bit sensitive about my first one.."
"I… guess it's the same for me too. To think there was someone that wouldn't be annoying, not to mention, I believe that you are much more intelligent than me, I always believed that if I were to be with someone that someone should fill in the gaps that I am not good with. It just never came to me...until I met you. After surviving all those boorish men's that were wasting my precious time… I really feel washed over by a refreshing breeze after I met you.. Although it was a bit surprising, after I met you I never saw any other guy lurking around me.." Leila said, looking a bit confused..
"That was me, I beat the ones to a pulp that wanted to get near you." I said to Leila. The guys that were vying for Leila were pretty mad when they saw me meeting her nearly everyday.. So one day they came to me when I went for a walk with Mai around the town. As it happened, they wanted me to take my leave from Leila.. Well I practically broke their bones followed by their minds to the point they would have been better off dead. let alone Leila, it would be lucky for them if they could even find a wife for themselves.
"What? Was that the reason I heard the news about many high ranking men in the country being near death! They were beaten up by you?" Leila looked at me astonishingly.. I figured since I looked so gentle and kind around her she couldn't believe I had done something like that. But I did get mad, you know?
"Yes, I thoroughly broke them, I did give them a warning before things got serious, so if you want to say something, then you gotta remember who I am…" I said, showing my cursed sword. This was one point I would always be arrogant. I should have let Alice see this side.. Then she wouldn't have made such a fuss.
[I don't know... even though you destroyed the heck out of those guys, you just protected your girl from annoyance, I don't feel that is something to be arrogant about.]
sigh, Amanori still doesn't get it, if you can't get mad for your girl, there is no point in getting mad over anything else at all.
"Oh yeah… the cursed sword of destruction makes the wielder extremely possessive to the things he holds feelings to… the slightest things can tip them off… so the notes were true…" Leila on the other hand completely forgot about those and took notes about my cursed sword nature. Sorry to you guys.. This girl never had any speck of feeling towards you guys… in my head, I thought about the guys that had made me mad. Even with a peaceful teaching in my first world, I hadn't even spared a blink to think over before putting them near death's door. well, it's not like I ripped apart their limbs, after a healing season, they should be walking about by now.
After being asked about the cursed sword a few more times, we found that we had nothing more to talk about. Leila did find me beating up guys that were troubling her for who knows how much time a bit likable but she ended up lecturing me to never do something like that again. But for me… I don't think I can guarantee that… I probably would go ahead and put a curse on the guy that was already tired of living.
"Let's stop talking about those miserable men… Rekka.. Since we are alone… you can… do some things.. If you want... if you are to suddenly grow up, I want to have this cute self of your to myself as much as I can for now." Leila said after deliberating a few moments. rather, being called cute is a let down isn't it? although there is a mixture in my feelings since, she still looked at me as her partner?
"Leila… I usually am not this imposing.. But if you say these things, I wouldn't waste this chance unlike the last time. I will go ahead then!"…. Leila was my future partner, there was no reason to hold back, not to mention, after she gave the ok until I heard her say stop… I should probably keep going, was this what happens when you get to be with someone who you proposed to? Would any other girl really make me feel like this?
....
We were both so close I could feel her warmth, then suddenly we were teleported in a room and on a large bed that looked really luxurious..
"this is private enough, now... I want… you." Leila whispered slightly in my ear. As if a bomb went off in my head and all the feelings that I was suppressing all this time came overflowing… Leila was the only one I would want right now…. Let's think about future possibilities at a later time when I am not in front of the girl of my dreams.
as I pushed her down on the bed, she fell with a bounce, the bed was really springy, it was really highly made it seems, the bed that Leila always slept on, but tonight she won't be doing anything like sleeping I guess.
"Can I touch you….?" my hands were reaching towards her bountiful chest. Leila's breathing pace had changed long ago. She was red to her ears, still the sight only made me that much excited..
"..." She nodded and my hands touched her soft chest. Leila was wearing a shirt and a trouser. my nightwear had spread even to her. So I slowly unbuttoned her shirt. She wasn't wearing anything inside. seeing me undressing her. She seemed to get embarrassed so she closed her eyes… she was so cute, I felt as if I just lost my senses for a moment there… Focus me Focus!
And after unbuttoning halfway through her chest looked more relaxed, as if the stuffy feeling she felt until now stopped, even her expression became softer. they were larger than I thought and the way it moved from her breathing got me hypnotized, I touched her. It was… heavenly… it was soft and squishy, the size was just a bit larger than my hands, but the shape was very captivating too, the sweet perfume she was wearing wrapped my senses to her even more.
getting back to reality I heard her moan.
"Ahhh! don't just caress me like that, it tickles! just grab it will you!" she gave out a seductive shriek… on the other hand, her boobs felt soft and warm and my body seemed to get electrocuted just by touching them. so after her forceful proposal, I didn't hold back.
As things started to get heated, Leila suddenly started kissing me… the stimulation was starting to get me blacked out… her tongue was going around inside my mouth! What a feeling this is!! Leila can be even more forward then I can… damn it.. Is it because I am still younger than her! Had I known that Leila was already blacked out from this stimulation… I would have thought differently.. But right now I would look forward to her becoming more fierce. she wrapped her hands tightly around my neck and took me closer.
We were kissing for quite a while, her lips felt so sweet to the taste that I wondered if I would become a fan of this desert or not, scratch that, I am definitely a fan of this desert.
I could feel that Leila's hands were getting tighter around me… her body felt so soft and her skin was so smooth, with the dim glow of the room, the mood couldn't get any more heated,
I think I am gonna lose it! Will this be my first time!!? After a while, it seemed like I could really get used to this feeling. I could see that Leila might just be more aroused than even me… she moaned slightly since I was fondling her boobs and and my hands were already squeezing her bottom.. I had stopped thinking and let my instincts go wild…. Her body was soft and that ass and boobs were even better to feel than my imaginations had told me.
As we stopped kissing and separated our faces, a slight trail of saliva was left… Leila's dignified face was all but gone, our breathing became so unsteady after a kiss like that, at the end of it all, both me and her were gasping for breath, the heat made us sweat even more, I thought that she was totally ready to get into the action… The situation had changed from the time we just teleported to the room, not me and not Leila knew when to stop, or should I say our lack of experience made it painfully clear that we didn't know the right direction to move in.
By now mine and her clothes were ripped here and there. I think I might have done this unconsciously …. Having too much strength can have downsides I guess… I got closer to her again..
"mm..nmm.mmm..!!" both of us had nearly lost it as my hands were going down on her but she shook a bit… it wasn't from pleasure… this was different, it felt like she still wasn't ready… Was she afraid…? I touched her cheeck and saw she had closed her eyes and was shaking even more, I guess we still needed time… after this long feeling of her pleasure, I could easily tell when Leila started hesitating.
"Are you really okay with this?" I asked her. Even if I was horny and ready to give in to urges, I wanted to be sure that Leila also wanted this… at first I thought she was ready… but now things have changed...
"I want to be your first even if you get 10 or 20 more girls… you will be someone great but still…. I want to be your first...at everything... don't think about me, just let us continue!" She seemed to have resolution but still she was shaking. She was forcing herself so that no other girl could have the chance to have my first time…? even though she fell in love with me, she did ignore men even talking to them for most of her life… I guess this wasn't easy for her… her feelings let her become this close to me, but it seems we still needed time to actually cross the line.
"I don't want you to force yourself okay… I will hold this first time, until you're ready… okay…"
"You…! How can you be like that… I heard from Mia that it's hard to hold yourself back for a man and a girl should be fast about taking her man… I can't ruin this mood for you…!?" She seemed to look desperate… and started to straddle me tighter. but I don't want our first time to happen for something like desperation, I want our first time to feel as if we can't stop from craving ourselves.
I wasn't just drawn to her because of sexual urges, it was her own aura, look, attitude which made her look calm and calculative but in reality she really likes to act calm, that was what captivated me and I wanted to have her when she would be sure that she would want nothing more…
"Don't worry about that, I liked to do things the natural way okay… I don't like to do these things by force. I want our first time to be without any reservation..." probably.
Hearing me, she stopped shaking and straddling me and I patted her head.. She looked mature and acted like that too but deep down she was still sheltered, as she embraced me. I felt her heartbeat but this time it was much more gentle… and that rush was gone. it seemed that I had been able to make her believe me. Well I couldn't believe that I was able to control myself....
"But we can still sleep together… like this….. Um, actually I think we need to change… after that, we can cuddle." As Leila tried to say that, she saw that our clothes and the sheets were ripped, and ruined from sweat and drenched into a mess . Even my shirt was torn in some places and downstairs I was still rock hard… well I need to live with that for now… I don't know how long we had been steamy, but looking at the bed, I think no normal bed can held out when we really have our first time.
So after changing, Leila wore a nightgown.. it was loser than the last sleepwear and also more seductive, as it was slightly see through, I wondered if Leila was doing this on purpose, but seeing her expression proved it was just just a coincidence that she wore it.
"Sorry for rushing you like that… I embarrassed myself!!… even though I am the one older…" Leila seemed to get to the reality right now and the fact that she couldn't make it through had got her pride.. in embracement, she jumped into my chest and hid her face before I could see her becoming even more embarrassed.
"You don't need to act in front of me, okay! Act freely, you don't have to hide anything… I will take you with everything you can offer, even your embarrassed side.." I said with a thumbs up while hugging her to my chest. Looking at Leila cuddling in her bed in embarrassment was more than a sight to behold… such cuteness was unheard of.
"Hmm.. wasn't I the one that should be spoiling you..?" She said pouting. I think today we connected on a deeper level. In a sense the steamy few minutes I had with her was really something else… I believe that even being this young can't stop me...
So I embraced her again while we were lying in bed… "This much spoiling is enough." ofcourse Leila's soft body her scent and her cute but shy expression, seeing all these was at the height of being spoiled for me.
That's how I didn't get to lose my Virginity but the night was the hottest night in my life… I really did stick to Leila the whole night… but she was more than happy to be with me, it was enough to soothe anyone's heart really… being with the one they love…
Later in time she would tell the girls around me that being embraced by me in their sleep was something heavenly. I had no idea why being my hug pillow was such a big thing… and for a long time I would be in the dark on this topic.
...…..
The next morning Leila and I woke up on the bed, looking the same as we looked last night before changing. I don't know how, but it seemed in sleep our bodies had worked themselves quite a bit
Well getting a bit handsy with each other was nice but I am sure when we would have the first time it would be something special…. in any case, I had ripped her perfectly good night gown into pieces... ah... what a sad reality.
"Good morning." I said to Leila. Looking over at her, I saw she was embarrassed. Her whole face turned a shade of red.. She hurriedly used the sheets to cover her exposed body but I had already seen the full view...
"You know I can get used to waking up to a cute face and that sensual sight like this. your curves would keep be straight all day!" I said while looking under the covers Where she had hid her face...
"your so bad! Well I will.. Be moving in so it can be possible if you wish.. Darling…!" she called me darling but then she hid her face under the covers…. This type of behaviour was rarely seen from Leila but it seems that she had truly become a lot more expressive.. Hopefully she will be ready soon and I will try to grow up in that time.. Even thinking about myself, I can say that I may have grown much more since the time I came to Treastein… Did this world have a bit more days in a year? or maybe my bodies composition was different?
We were still in a rather embarrassing state so when the gate was knocked and opened by Mia Mai's mother, we got shaken up a bit…
"Oh my… I may have disturbed you guys but I will have to inform you, `` My lady, your mother is here…"
"What? but it's still morning.." Leila answered with a surprised look.
"Ohh! .. no, I will have to say that morning hours have passed since quite a bit, My lady." Mia seemed to hold her chuckle and say that. since the windows were locked and the curtains were closed, we couldn't actually see how far the day had actually come. of course we expended a lot of energy last night, even if not crossing the line, it was steamy all night long, so for us to miss the morning hours were... not that surprising.
As Mia opened the curtains for us to see, I looked outside and the sun was quite high up in the sky… Leila used the covers as her way to hide her shredded clothes… I used Miasma to quickly repair mine and quickly moved out of the bed.
"Well Leila, I will see you at breakfast… "
"Yeah I'll be there in a minute…" Leila looked embarrassed but she gave me a smile that nearly got me… man she can be cute like that.... I would have loved to kiss her first thing in the morning too, but moving to kiss her in front of Mia was embarrassing. I don't think there was any awkwardness between us. On the other hand, Mia seemed to look rather happy in this situation….. I think she is thinking that at last her lady just got a man…
So as I exited, Mai who was obediently standing at the gate followed me to the breakfast table..
"Master, you must be thirsty! I have prepared just the drink to get you back to top form… don't worry, well return you to working condition without delay!" Mai said with a face that said good job….
"I am sure whatever you have imagined did not happen, so you can keep those energy drinks for later okay?" As I said that, I could hear Mia from inside the room.
"My lady! What have you done with such a grand opportunity…. I can't believe it all went to vain…!!."
"Hey! Not so loud! And it wasn't in vain! I mean come on we got real close you know..! we saw each other naked too!" From inside such arguments could be heard too, guess it wasn't just me that was being pulled into all this…
As I chuckled over each of our small troubles, I looked forward to the day that was coming after a night like this.