I wouldn't say that most new recruits in the CIA find a target correct at the right time in the right place half the time but I did I knew where to find her she was in the Kings Palace again I knew she would be there again because that's where she was. I want to Far as to confront her when I tracked her down I took out all my piercings but I couldn't get rid of my tattoos but I was able to get myself looking like my usual self before all this happened. When she turned around she saw me as who I was only with tattoos. She didn't turn around but she better than I was a flirtatiously trying to get me to come back to her. I asked her right in front of the street why did you kill all those people or take Credit for the distraction because why and why are you now with guys instead of girls. She just paralyzed again and said "What did you mean?"
" don't play dumb bitch I know what you've been doing I've seen your videos I've seen the attacks that you ordered. I do not agree with your brand of Islam or your brand of whatever the hell you do but I do know this is that you have to pay for what you've done and I am though a price that you're going to pay."
"Aygul is that you?!" She asked. "Sweetheart I had to join or I was going die. Please come back to me". I didn't like her bag into March but she was really insistent on having another relationship with me and I was in the system and I have not I was insisting that if she was going to have a relationship with anyone or anything that it would be Guantánamo Bay for what she did and she cried she actually cried. I told her not to pull those three tears on me. And address of the property or human being instead of like a slot. But she was just sobbing and begging for my love back to her. I said that she had to tell me everything she knew about Al-Qaeda and the Saudi royal family before I was able to deal with her again if I was going to deal with her again.
If anything I was going to be dealing with her with her at the end of the barrel of my pistol because she was bound to die at my hand for what he has done to those 3000 people as well as bin Laden will die for his 3000 people that he killed. I told her what she was doing was wrong and then she had to pay with her life. She just cried emotion and she said I told you I was a bad woman. I wanted to kick her in the face But a part of me stopped from doing that. There is some kind of compassion that was coming back to me.
"Let me make love to you, " she said. "habibi I love you."
"You Want my love and compassion then speak up."
"Let's make love and I tell you everything!" She said. "Again I was forced into this those young men fucked me not making love to me."
I can see it now that she was drugged and raped in the submission to be a zombie as they're called a female terrorist who runs are being more or less a victim of rape and torture to do their dirty work she was not meant to be like that she was brainwashed I was starting to think. When I saw this Sincerity in her eyes and that she was actually More victims than terrorist I realize that she was the actual Farrah that I know.
" Where do you live Farrah," I asked her.
In the slums again and she said in an apartment away from her beloved mask she said. I said if you want to meet want me to be with you again and if you're genuine I'll go with you. I realized why the look on her face that she still had love for me you know I had hate for her actions that is.
We didn't hold hands are on the way to the apartment because number one she was still a scummy little terrorist in the eyes of the people and it was haram for women to hold hands in public. She was crying with joy and sorrow.
"How I wish I could change in a crown again or how do I say it like I do or dead but now I mart for life. She said sobbing. When we got to her apartment she drew the blinds she was still crying but was putting on candles and then caressed me until my clothing fell off. Her kisses were still sensual and loving.
As we made love for the first time in years she actually said that she was sorry for what she has done to me at least she was sorry that the relationship had to end in such a dramatic way for her and myself. She was actually why are you to teach me the Quran again and but know where to start again because she was sowarped. She was living a simple life as a simple woman in Paris now because of what happened to her five years ago. It took me five years to find her and I was five years to forgive her for what she at least did to me. But I couldn't forgive her for what she did to those people what she ordered for those people to die of. She's trying to convince me she is strange and she was actually getting Help for what she has done and trying to live with it. She said she couldn't live with the fact that she killed all those people or that she allowed that to happen all that she and I were found out and separated for so long.