We eloped in the desert to get married and I stay away from normal soon civilization because of the normalcy in Saudi civilization is homophobic. We are in adult going to the desert to get married by A Bedouin Iman. Sarah said that she also was Saudi Bedouin And then she wanted to find someone she love very dearly to go spend her life in the desert with.
When I came time to the wedding we got dressed in traditional outfits dress if you would And had our marriage solidified and sealed. For all eternity. I actually saw her crying again but this time I knew her eyes are smiling. She said that this was the happiest day of her life second of taking me to the pilgrimage to Mecca . Which was what she wanted in the first place. We spent the day after the wedding in the desert smoking hooka and making love. She looks so beautiful again and it's all again again in a traditional dress that I thought I was back with my original overnight someone who had to go through and from attic experience.
That night after the day was over we went back to the cave and started the Quran and then made love. Sarah was very happy to be around me for the rest of her life she actually gave me a ring it was an ornate arabic gold ring, With Jewels Verne she stole from the royal palace. She even slipped on a ring her self to signify Our love and commitment to each other. I can see the love and desire in her eyes as if it was the first time I saw her in that coffee shop in Riyadh.
Well you said an hour ago and wanted to talk about life and how we're going to spend it. Farrah was pretty happy, And I was happy to for her and for us as well. It was very hard to find a very tolerant Imam want to deal with us. But she wanted everything for me and for us as well.
"What should I do it in the letters that I wrote to you when I was in suffering" she said.
"I think we should publish them as what the cost of terrorism is to people and that we should make people aware of our situation."That's what I said at least.
She was hesitant at first Farah but then she came around and said it's OK I can handle publishing these. Maybe will make a buck or two off of these as well as warn people about our situation and people like us in this situation. She held my face and stroke my cheek bone with her finger and kissed me. It was as if everything was normal but I know in normal society in Saudi Arabia nothing is normal for us.
It kind of makes me sad that there are people who are like I should have to suffer dearly because of a certain king who won't behave our self properly. We were in love and we still will be in love. No king or a shar'ia law can deal with that the human condition that is.
There is only one love and one god, his name is Allah and hubun wahid means one love. And there should only be one love if I have anything to say about it. Because me and Farah had a suffer dearly.
That night we made warez wife and wife. Note as to where I'm going or as spiritual leader and stoned but I have two lovers and two wires in Love with other.
~fin~