Chapter 46 - Forty-Six

TURNING ON MY SIDE, MOVING THE WATER, I HELD HIS FACE as well, bringing him to another kiss, closing the distance between us, making his shirt get wet because of the water on my chest that touched his. "We are more alike than I first thought," I whispered, genuinely happy with his words.

I can't wait until I'm able to look at him eye-to-eye. And I still think he might have ice-blue eyes because it fits his northern cold-hearted Knight look like a glove. "You are making me want to strip and get inside with you," he whispered, and before I could tell him to do so, he put some distance between us. "But I wouldn't be able to handle and would want to do more than we agreed on. So, I won't," then he got up, passing his fingers through his hair and my eyes went down to his erection.

Giggling, I laid down on the bathtub again, "You are hard again. Are you sure you don't want me to solve that?"

"You turn me on easily, is not my fault," he sulked. "And no, I don't want help. If you touch me right now, I'll want more than that, so it's better leave me like this," he gulped. "Besides, you can't get me used to you helping me out every time I get like this. We won't be able to walk if we keep this up, Hope!"

"Well, you are the one who said you wanted us to walk instead of run. I put this wall up to respect your wishes," okay, I know I'm provoking him, but I can't help it.

He scoffed, "If you are insinuating that I won't be able to handle it, again, I'll tell you that I'm okay. Yes, you are a walking temptation, and makes me think of you all the time. But I can hold myself, just like I'm going right now, even though I'm hard." Annoying. "Whereas, you keep provoking me to make me break it first, so you can throw the deal you made in the air, because you are craving for me."

It was hard to hide the smile on my lips, "Are you expecting me to deny it? Because I won't. You are right, I'm already craving to feel you inside me, and I'm also regretting this damn deal. But I won't lose, my stubbornness won't let that happen. So, I'll keep trying to make you lose, because that with both be amusing to see, and good for both of us."

He chuckled bitterly, "I'm as stubborn as you are, darling. I won't lose. If one of us is going to lose control and lose the bet, this person will be you. I'm confident on winning this," then he sat down on the sit on the other side of the bathroom, about six to seven feet from the bathtub, staring at me.

Then he opened his pants and took his cock out of it, and began touching himself, with his attention on me, making my body get all hot again. I tried looking away, but I couldn't help it. "You play dirty," I mumbled as my hand traveled down to my pussy that was already swollen under the water.

I closed my eyes, feeling myself, and as I heard his low moans, I felt my body get even hotter.

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When I finished my bath, he wasn't there anymore. Nor was he in my room. He probably couldn't bear to stay so close to me right now, since we would probably do something else rather than just exist in one place as we breathe the same air. However, as I entered my bedroom, the sheets in my bed had been changed again.

After I dressed up in another dress that covered me up, this time a yellow one, I heard a knock on the door. "Yes?"

"It's me," I heard Mari's voice.

"Oh, come in, Mari."

As she came in and closed the door behind her, I noticed that she had a teapot and a teacup with her, in a fancy silver tray. "That man told me to bring this to you. I made it myself, so the other servants wouldn't know." Is she talking about Jay?

"You mean Jay?"

She widened her eyes, "Did he finally told you his name? Is it Jay? Wow, he doesn't look like a Jay to me. I thought he would have a more strong name, like Christopher, or Maximilian," what? Those don't suit him in my eyes.

"It's a nickname. He didn't tell me his name yet, however, he told me that his mother used to call him this, because it's how she wanted to name him. However, he was named the way his father wanted, while his mom named his twin sister," I said, while brushing my hair, feeling energetic again after touching myself and taking a good bath on the shower when I got out of the bathtub.

She tilted his head, "Oh, now that makes more sense. So, is he really a spy?"

A nod. "From what I understood, he's a top spy of great power under direct order of Duke Luc Von der Meer."

Mari arched her eyebrows, "To think you would end up engaged to a northern knight who's a top spy, and under direct order of a person you hate!" Oh, no. Not this again.

Sigh. "I don't hate him. But I confess I'm also surprised with how things worked out."

"Yeah, yeah," she came closer and gave me the teacup. "Drink it," I did without even asking what it was, then she filled the cup more two times and I drank it all.

Coughing, feeling full, I made an annoyed face, "This tastes horrible. What is this?"

"Horrible but necessary. You have to drank it all if you don't want to carry a baby in your belly before you get married," oh, so it's that kind of tea. "Sir… Jay, told me to make it and bring it to you just for precaution. After all, it's not just by directly pouring his seed inside of you that you could get pregnant, silly. Some get pregnant just by touching the man's sexual organ. So, it's better to be careful."

That sounds stupid, however, it's indeed better to be careful. I want to have kids, but not yet. "Thank you."