It's been a year since I met Fé and I still remember my confession. I realised it was shallow and weak.. So, I prepared something else. I don't want to appear weak. I want to be strong, so that she can be proud. Proud of loving someone who would fight for her.
"..Stop tapping in your index on the table. It's nerve-racking.. It's just our first date. Don't be so nervous. You won't get anything out of it anyway."
Exactly. That's what I want her to think.
"In human tradition, first date means everything. That's why I'm shitting myself.."
"The great New scared over a casual dinner with me? What did you prepare?"
Ohh no, she's suspecting something...
"Nothing that would impress you.."
"Kay.."
Good. I managed to calm her down. We'll be at the restaurant soon.. There, we will be alone. And I will give everything I have to make her my GF.
I learnt 'GF' yesterday just for this occasion.
"Why are we alone? I know that this land doesn't have that much leisure time. But still. It's weird."
"[Fleur Rose. You who strucked my heart. I fell in love at first sight because I knew deep inside that I was yours.. Your beauty is abdolute. Your decisions are absolute.. You are my absolute... I swear to taks of you and our children.. Will you go out with me?]"
My lyrics is sincere. I am sincere. I worked it out with a Zackni. I am sure she'll say yes.
"No."
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I don't know what to do. I tried for slmost a year. I left my birth-home for her. I left my friends for her. I changed my hoals for her.
"Sit down and eat, New. Stop trying weird shit on me.."
"I Love You. It's not 'Weird Shit'..."
"Just eat.."
I'm getting tired. What do you think about me, Fé?
The night ended and we returned semi-tipsy.. I slept on the couch and let the room to Fé. Thus, it was the next morning..
"..I should buy another bed. The couch is too hard to sleep on.."
"Next time you pout, don't go sleep on your own.."
"The sun hasn't rose yet and you are already up. For what occasion?"
"Yesterday, you told me that you loved me. And it made me flutter when I thought about it the night. I couldn't stop thinking about you.."
"What does that mean?!"
"Still angry, huhh? My bad. I prepped breakfast. Come eat!"
What the fuck!? Why!??
"Stop there!! Yes, I am angry at you. You are playing with me. Stop that.. I showed you my true self all the while. And you never once looked at me. I'm starting to doubt myself.. Maybe, I'm trying too hard for you when you don't give a fuck.."
"Fuck? You cursed.. That's new...[Smirks]..If you are tired, then fuck off to your continent. I never asked for you. And I will never..."