..Hey...
It's your favourite Protagonist, Fear. I think I messed up with New.
This morning I did something I didn't mean to. He felt rejected and left.. I....
Flashback A Start.
"You seem troubled, little Electra.."
"Mother... Will I become a slave like Karre?"
"Never, Little Electra. You are better than her, stronger than her, smarter than her.. I got rid of her because she's not a 'Rose'. You are. You are my beautiful Flower. And I will bloom you into the Perfect Immortal."
"..Mother's words are so warm. I love you.."
"Good."
Flashback A End.
I... I remembered the feeling of being alone. Of losing someone. Of trusting.. It's not his fault. New just couldn't have known. He's lived a cozier life than mine. He didn't grow as a weapon. He grew as a mere tool...
Flashback B Start.
"Mother, did Auntie Karin die?"
"How do you know? Who came here??"
"Don't be angry, Mother. Karre just wanted to know that I'm safe. She just checked on me."
"That disgusting shit came here... Okay, ack your things. We are going to visit Karin's family."
"Really? Thank you Mother.."
Flashback B End.
He doesn't know my past even if he claims to. For a year, he stuck on to me. Talked to me. Observed me. It was fun to be no one with him. His bluntness really did me good. He was calm and funny. I liked that about him. We would chit-chat every evening staring at the dusk.
I understand what he wants. But I told him I couldn't from the start, because I knew I wouldn't be able to meet his expectations. I was taught to be The Plague.
Mother taught me. She made me into 'Fleur Rose'. I kill, take and steal. I never ask or do I ever beg. I came back to cleanse this land. I won't do anything else with it..
And messing with New is contradictory to that statement. I never claimed the World's throne because I never wanted it. I played by my Mother's rule to stay hidden. Until I met him, I never thought I could feel troubled for someone. I didn't know I could try to love someone who cares for me.
Flashback C Start.
"Little Electra, spend some time with Karène. She could become important later.."
"Yes, Mother.."
"Hey, is your name 'Electra'?? I heard that tall woman call you that?"
"Ohh yes. Nice to meet you![Smiles]..."
"Bitch!!! You Fucking Killed My Mother!!!"
Flashback C End.
I didn't know I still had a heart...