Artists block was hitting on my mind, thoughts of a lot of things and emotions rampaging my job.
I had to think of a way to get to the bottom of this, these letters, random notes and random statements. And all aimed at my past, my dad and me.
My boss gave me another gown, seemingly that client didn't want me to know his name. Strange enough but do I really care? But the weirdest part of it was, that its design and layout was almost like the gown I have been wanting all along. Strange, but ideas can sometimes overlap.
Stitching through the bodice and straightening the seams , I had a brain wave.
When I was a little girl,my dad used to put his letters away in a little jukebox. He always told me that when I grow up, I could have all of his letters.
Maybe the jukebox is at my place or maybe not. And suddenly my mind was at ease as I had my next plan of action.
I finished up my work early in order to go to the BDSM anonymous couples meet, where there is a exclusive theme games, BDSM parks , gifts and what not. And I was eagerly waiting for it coz I wanted to buy a present for my hubs.
Suddenly my phone rang, it was hubs.
"Sorry dear!"
"Donot tell me you can't come??", I was pissed off.
"Deb gave me this....."
Before he could finish I had turned off my phone, tears rolling down my face and my anger had ended up with a pin cushion pierced in my wrist.
I rushed to the ER. There was this Doctor, handsome exuberant with a youthful joy. His cheeks had a plush tint to it and his demeanor was the sweetest.
Married or not, I had secretly began crushing on him! Big time!
"Here you are, Rebecca! All done! Now please if you'd lay down for the anti-tetanus vaccine!"
I was there and as he gave me my jab, I couldn't but speak out , "Give it to me , daddy!"
I was flustered with shame and the doctor had probably dug down a hole deep into his soul and buried himself.
"I'm sorry doctor! I never meant to..", I apologized.
"Its okay! You seem a bit stressed and into bondage , right?", he said jokingly to lighten up the mood.
"Yes doctor and I am deeply sorry for saying that!"
"Relax, try taking deep breathes ! It will be fine!"
As I walked down the hospital alleyway, again I saw a black sedan! But I was too pissed off and disheartened to react and went home.
Do I need to inform the police about this car? Is somebody planning to take me down?