She suffering again and again episodes of breakdown and panic attacks, hiding Sher pain from her family...
She wanted to come out of this as soon as possible...but it wasn't easy!!
"Today I saw you with some other girl..she must be your friend, she must be a new worker..I don't know, but I felt heartache. I broke. My whole body shivered. I kept on explaining myself that , now you have a life that has nothing to do with me. I kept on explaining. I wish you would have seen that I saw you with her. Obviously whatever you do, I don't care...but why is this bothering me so much? Why am I feeling so much pain...
Yaa, this is correct, there are many girls around...who look better than me, who are fairer than me , who have long straight hairs and that's okay...maybe he'll get better, and I was never nothing to him, so I guess that's fine, right?"
I should start looking for someone for me too!!😣