"I was devoid of love always, I didn't got anything out of this. I was always kept away from your life. Still somewhere I felt like , things will be fine in future. I waited and waited for our old good times to come. I felt empty but never knew you will cheat me like this. This is not even cheating , this is...I don't know what this is.
But now I want love. I want unconditional, irresistible, tremendous type of love with no restrictions. I want love in name of love, love in exchange of love. I want a psycho in love and I'll be his medicine. When I'll be on my periods, he'll take care of me every month without even a frown. When I'll say I have fever, he will take care of me like a kid. I want that type of love. I want , want it all. And I am sure after so many bad things happening, God has surely kept something real good for me. I'll just have to wait.
Still may be if I could go in past, I would have cried and cried a lot and told you everything and then you would make me quiet and wipe my tears and hug me tight. I would have lost in that moment and happily died after that. But that's not possible, I don't want to die without gaining love. I know I am going to rock in my professional life but I need love
I need a support system on whom I can rely on".