It was a charming day I was like always into the pink air and was so happy I told all my friends and they were so happy for me .I felt like I am the queen of the stupid world . does that make the stupidiest ? so there I was sitting on the stairs and this girl came to me . Her name was Ritika she came and asked me are u Rii . ya ofc she smiled like I gave her a lottery ticket and then she moved to her class . I was like what the f . Do I seriously look like a clown that you all come and make your day ,then I got to know that she was my "maybe" boyfriend friend's surely girlfriend . I was happy that he told his friends about me . Ohh my my I am in the moon as you know there is no gravity so I am floating ..
I am running to my tution blushing all the way like I am getting married or something haha. The first crush feels like this I am sure and he wasn't there . it's ok I am not a despo but where the fuck he is . I am waiting god damm .cool bro act cool. so he didn't come . Next day again he didn't come and it went some days like this . I was now feeling insecure though I wasn't his gf. Am I getting played . he was like kidnapped or what ..
It was saturday I remember I got a message on Fb. It was him' he doesn't wanna see my face ever again and "BLOCKED" . just is this all .WOW like my world was up set down . My eyes choked . I couldn't even see anything . I wanted to scream so badly . I wanted someone to comfort but I was all alone in this . I lost my best friend, I lost him and from the beginning I didn't even had my parents by my side . It was all dark . My night was always full of tears and days were depressing. I wanted to tell my mom but was too afraid to say . I didn't eat properly only in the thought that how I got played and the girl that was so happy . The purple air was like no air and it went like 1 year all in the depressed state.