As you can see I write not very often. today is something I wanna share I feel like I am pathetic shallow and a mess . I having nothing left where I can be happy . I don't have friends and family is far too away. I feel like I am left alone and I have no one . Is it normal to feel like this? I have a lot of bad news to share well its like end of my happiness. how would you feel . lets not pressure you . well lets start from my end of feelings . my mom and dad were the first love and now nothing feels right . I found out my mom cheating and my attachments with dad got zero since I was at 8th class. so what you think i should be . I have completed my high school and will be moving to 12th in 2 months . was it helpful to make you believe that I am mature. apart from this my best f has her own issues which is mika right now since class 5th but her issues are not big as mine. but an issues is an issue . so lately I got to know that my childhood friend has a hole in his heart and I am all broke . my school has rumoures that I am a sl##. Do you think I am depressed well right now I could have continued my story but it's all to my readers to never lose hope no matter what and to all the girls reading you can see my situation right now . I was talking about hope and I lost it but you all are queens . No matter what they tell you that queens era is gone but I refuse it . I can see each one of you some of you are warriors and it's not about the book i am writing it's about the reality. Things get worse maybe they will get more worse and it's ok to cry it doesn't make you weak but giving up does make you . so to all the warriors also referring to boys . don't lose hope for love or survival . it will come to you when the time will be right and it's not how worse it is but how you deal it . I suppose your smile will do for just now.
I will be continuing my story and will tell you what happened after the breakup but till stay whatever you want to be.