After taking a short break, Annabelle started talking again.
"As I said, my sister was a wonderful person. She was a wonderful student, wonderful child, wonderful sister… how to say it? She was wonderful in everything. I liked her, admired her as she was my idol. She was at a level from where everyone could notice her. That also made me think that if I become like her, I also could see people from above praising me, loving me.
In this excitement, I actually forgot what I was aiming for and forgot what I wanted from my life. I did want to reach higher, but I didn't want to reach that higher from where people couldn't even get to see me. When you climb higher, your vision gets blurry. No matter how high you go, all you can see is a blue wide sky and nothing else. The people you left behind below you… they can see you, still admire you for being able to climb up so high but they can never reach you, feel you, love you like you wanted to."
