I once said I will never fall in love with you whenever I felt my heart beating for you I thought it was because I was just out of breath or it will because I saw something so beautiful that I was feeling so surprised so awed by it's beauty that my heart was feeling that way but I didn't know I was falling in love with you and I always told myself that I never want to fall in love with you because I always thought that if any girl want to fall in love with you be it me or any other girls out there, they would just end up getting hurt over and over again almost every day because no girl wants a guy they love to just ask hug someone else in front of them being intimate with another girl in front of them it was like you were just asking the person or you were just wanting a person to tell you that they don't love you because if they don't love you that will be the only way they won't feel anything when they see you being intimate with another girl right in front of them and to be frank with you I'll even start doubting if you ever love me did you ever really care cause if you did hugging a girl in front of me is something you would never do to me if you really did love me, you really didn't care and if you even appreciated my love for you a little bit you wouldn't do that I always pity the girl that fall in love with you seriously I used to always pity the girl that she was going to experience heartbreaks she will be hurt even though it wasn't heartbreak, she will get hurt each time she sees you being intimate with someone else she will think twice about your love for her, she would think twice about your care for her but at the end of the day she realised she loves you and remembers all the words you've been saying to her that spells out that you love her but if she sees you like that she questions them I question them do you really love me, is what you saying really the truth do you really feel that way towards me then why do you keep this to me, you said you love the Western lifestyle it was like a form of greeting but even on the Western lifestyle they don't become that intimate with greetings if I were to do it you wouldn't like it but you're doing it to me and I remember I once said I'll do exactly the same thing to you but I can't because one of the only principles I stick and stand firm to while dating is that I won't do the things that will hurt you, the things I know if done to me I will became really really hurt, I won't do them to the person I love because I know they will feel the same way as Long as they Love me but seeing you do that kind of thing I keep on questioning myself do you really love me and I keep on wondering why did I fall in love with you I