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Chapter 36 - Chapter-36 The Burning Heart

"Do you know who that bitch is? Thats Liza , can you believe it " I said loudly. "What?" Rim asked in shocked.

"Yes Rim, thats your cousin Liza , who didn't only betrayed you but broke my trust too , as a friend" I answered.

"I'm not gonna spare her, I want to pissed her off" Rim shouted.

"Rim wait , if it would be the solution then I guess she could do better than you but I think she have any other idea, let's not be wild, let's fight it cleverly" Nisha stopped Rim pointing towards me and hoping a great idea would come out of me.

"Deepali say something, do you have any idea, how to tackle this problem, I know he have broke your heart so, do you have some planning to broke him ?" Nisha questioned.

"No, this time I don't have any plans to execute because no planing would work for the devil , only god can curse them for their dids" I expressed myself.

"So, won't you tell them anything?Are we not doing anything against them?"Rim queried.

"yaa , we loved them with all our heart, we put all our efforts to make their world beautiful and to make our relationship immortal but they don't cared , they didn't understood our important neither Rockey understood you nor Raj valued me .So let them be who they are ,the day when they would meet a person like them, then they will learn a lesson. So we don't have to do anything instead having patience" I explained.

"Ok as you say, we will wait but if karma didn't punish them then I will" Rim stated strongly.

Then after few minutes we started doing our own chores. And I started writing my diary.

"Dear Diary,

His betrayal has taught me to be cautious.I made my mind to sacrifice my love but I still loved him but he didn't understood. Since I got to know that he've been fed up with me, I broke the relationship , now despite having a broken heart, I was taught to smile and keep walking.Now it's my game , One day he will definitely regret for not having me beside him, the day I will become his habit, the very same day I will leave him. Don't worry neither will I let him laugh nor cry in peace.I will visit him in his thoughts, memories and not let him sleep.I can assure him that he is never going to be able to trust anyone else after that, I'm going to break his heart that terribly. He can definitely go to Liza's arms to amuse his heart, but he would still miss me if he looked into her eyes .He'll never be able to hide the number of tears I'm going to give him.Disguised as pain, I'm going to set-down in his mind.I will bring him to death, but let him live.I'm going to bring our story to its conclusion, but I'm not going to let it finish and give it a smile in return.While he would be dying with pain and be shattered, I will leave him and go.That very day he would know how wonderful it feels to break someone's heart.I'm not going to let my eyes get moist for him.I can't bear to allow him to be my weakness. He is going to get tired of counting, because I'm going to give him a lot of wounds that he won't able to count."

After expressing my feelings into the diary, I felt relaxed in my mind but my heat was still burning with fury.