I have felt that magic with Raj that day, he literally made my birthday so special. Each and every moment was important for me and I don't ever wanted to forget that feeling so,I had decided to write my feelings in a diary whenever we meet or any special moment we share. so, on that day after Raj dropped me to the hostel, I started writing my feelings in my diary.
Dear Diary,
I think, I can't lose him because if I ever did, I will lose my smile, my laugh, my bestfriend, my everything.
Did you know, a smile on his face, puts a smile on my face,I think this must be Newton's third law.
I am grateful to god for having him in my life, I can see plenty of love in his eyes. This birthday will be unforgettable and I think , it's the best birthday till date.Its worth remembering.
I will always love you Raj...
The next day, Raj texted me "goodmorning darling" .
"Goodmorning sweetheart"I replied. Then, we were back in our as usual life and I started attending classes,spending time in the laboratory.
Rim called me when I was in the laboratory, "come fast, we need you".
"ok , calm down, where are you? what happened?" I questioned.
"We are near the basketball court , Don't ask anything ,just come here fast" she uttered. I ran towards the basketball court with all my energy and when I reached they were fine and having fun, eating cookies , wafers, juices.
"Hey, we are planning for a party tonight,will you join us?" Nisha asked excitedly.
"No,I'm not coming"spoke roughly.
"Are you angry with us? We are so sorry but we are just joking. please don't take it seriously"they apologised.
"ok,what's the plan?"
"Rim's cousin have completed her graduation , so she is organising a party tonight,we are thinking of enjoying the party, so we were asking if you can join us , bye the way , you can invite Raj too" Nisha articulated.
"okay I am ready, but I have some more work to complete in the laboratory so, you proceed, I will be joining you later with Raj".
"ok, don't be late honey"Rim adviced.
I asked Raj, if he could accompanied me, and he agreed to my proposal.I was ready wearing a gleaming pink net heavy ruffled gown, with a low bridal hair bun.
It's a lavish party and that was the first time I introduced Raj to my friends and there, Rim introduced Liza as her cousin to us. Liza have a beautiful face with a mysterious smile which can't be judged , she have the perfect intoxicated curves and natural femininity appeal. she can attract anybody with her bold style and charisma. we were enjoying the party till I saw Liza staring Raj with her eyes full of dirty desires.
"She wants to steal Raj, can't you see her naughty face, you have to do something or you are ready to lose Raj" (MY INNER VOICE).
"shut up , I trust Raj , he won't do anything which will hurt me"I hushed. Then, Liza asked Raj to dance with her, I didn't say anything but took one step back and saw Raj's reaction to that.Raj didn't denied.He danced with her which made my blood boiled.They were laughing and talking while dancing as a happy couple and what hurts the most was Raj's ignorance, he disgraced me by his behaviour. so, I left the party without giving any reason to anybody.