But it wasn't a dream, it was real as was my heart and his. Without words or any sort of assurance Lee found my lips and kissed me. He did it so soft and tender, damn I hated him for being such a good kisser.
He led me down to the mat and I followed him like a lamb to the slaughter. I held him close and pulled up his robe, then his undergarments and took off my dress. I laid naked before him as if it wasn't our first time, like we had done that before and our bodies knew one another. That's how connected I was to Lee that even intimacy didn't feel awkward at all.
I don't know what came over me, Lord forgive me for I have sinned. I gave him all of me without hesitation or guilt at that moment, it felt right. He thrusted himself inside me, I felt how hard he was and I yearned more from him, I kissed him and caressed his back - I stroked his hairs and kissed his lips which I couldn't get enough of.
