The next few days were the busiest in the palace and I barely even had a minute with Yishen and it didn't help that I had my own chambers as I couldn't sleep in his yet, as per his mother's words "I was not the Queen yet" .But I didn't mind him being occupied with the court activities and planning for his father's funeral. I just wanted it to be all over so we could be reunited again, at night I would hold myself and imagined him holding me in his arms.
Chyou became my best company and my happiness, she was there all the time. As a friend and a mentor, being virgin and never lied with a man before I needed guidance or even just a simple splendid of what to expect. Maturity was knocking on my door...
"The first night lying with a man... you may bleed a little" said Chyou and my eyes popped "Don't be scared Your Highness, it's perfectly normal"
"If it's normal then why would I bleed?"
