With sun rays going through the window, reaching the face of the little child that was sleeping peacefully, eventually there was another reason to wake her up from her dreams.
_" Iris! Iris! Come on wake up its time for breakfast! "
Opening my eyes slowly to see that sweet smile in front of me, this boy really takes after his mother's beauty alot, dark hair with blushed cheeks, those tender honey eyes, his eyes carry a bit of Hazel color than his mother
_ hmm what a great sight to first see in the morning.
-"Haa, you finally woke up Iry!"
He took me in his small arms giving me a very nice hug,
_hah,innocent kids, they are usually unharmful creatures.
Honestly him hugging me gives me some calmness.
_" aren't you the cutest little sister in the world Iry! "
_ heh aren't you just so pure to take me as your sister when we just met
He took my hand leading me to the table to find his mom meeting me with open arms,
_"morning, baby aren't you so adorable today as well"
She really likes to give me a lot of hugs and kisses, sigh,
this lady I really can't understand her, she always looks at me with eyes full of warmth.....
A warmth that I never felt before.
I've never believed in unconditional kindness, humans always look for what benifit them
Even if it's the satisfaction feeling for helping someone or public image on the kind person
It's always an act to gain something.
The only case that I can really believe it's unconditional kindness is mother's love towards her kids, I've always found it unreasonable for a woman to love her kid that gave her unbearable pain to give birth to that much, well the fact that their brain chemicals play with them to make them protect that child so he can servive explain it all, its not about parenting, it's all about instinct tricks though.
Yeah, that's how everything always been
Females give lives, rise lives, and protect lives
While males, hah , you shouldn't really expect any kindness from them.
I really couldn't find any explanation other than that life is unfair, disgusting and you have to be a dangerous to be able to live.
for that,... I don't really find a reason for that lady to take me in, smile at me nor to give me that warm feeling around her,
Sigh,
What a strange emotions.
Well at least I know where is this place now,
For the few days I stayed here, as the lady decided to adopt me I finally learned where am I,...
I'm here in "Mad Blood".
...............
Staring at the night sky sparkling with countless stars, these stars that looks like crystals in that dark space
_hmm really, what a romantic view
While I was calmly seemed to be drowning in the sight , there was another matter for me to deeply drown into.
Recalling what I still know about the place I was thrown to.
_..... "Mad Blood"
_its that psycho +19 book, the last book I read and the one that made me realize alot of things that ended me up with suicide.
A story about war between two kingdoms
Grathesia and Qouthridor, the two rulers were both cold blood tyrants who destroyed nearly everything with their conflicts, however both Kingdoms summon strong magic and both had their "strongest weapon" in wars.
while Qouthridor trained their warriors can use their magic to summon and control monsters from "demise forest", Grathesia decided to turn their soldiers to 'doll warriors' where they went under experiments to become soulless killing machines. I'm not saying Qouthridor is the good one, they also forced people to hand their kids and brain wash them.
However 'claive' was the one to lead Qouthridor army, while 'noal' was in the other hand.
There wasn't really a main 'hero' or 'villain' since the book was full of plot twists, some characters were to join their enemy's hand and painfully kill their owns, and some were to turn evils.
However there was painfuly mad story about the crimes that both Kingdoms had done the the lands of magical creatures around them like elves and beast shifters from murder to burn their homes, enslave and sex traffic, just to have their powers.
That book had so much of reality dirteness,
I felt like it took of the blindfold that was covering my eyes to see how much disgusting this world could be.
_Sigh,
_ so I'm here in Grathesia before the war broke with unknown time really, I need to find a way to be safe from the war though I don't really know how much time left, but I'm about 5 years old now.
The thing is I don't even know how the war has ended or who will survive, since season two of the book was never published,........because of the author suicide.
_hah.... I think I understand the author feeling though.
I thought ending things will give me peace.
I never knew that I would be thrown into another hell.