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Chapter 12 - Chapter 12:

Opening my eyes to see a vivid picture of everything around me, with unbearable pain all over my body, moving felt impossible.

_"where... Where am i"?

This place is really unfamiliar to me, somewhere is the forest, its already noon, sun lights makes it more difficult for my eyes to keep up . with blood covering most of my body, I have a huge injury in my chest, feeling like a dagger has cut it open to reach my heart.

_Ah, How am I still alive in this statue?

_"how... Did I get here... What happened? "

Recalling what happened before passing out,

I really wish I lost my memories.

The scene of my dead mother covered in her blood in my arms, the huge flames that was eating up everything, and turning it into ash , and that golden eyes, that monster's golden eyes staring down at me, after destroying my world.

I still can hear the screaming of the children ringing in my ears, I'm sure Kenny also couldn't escape from their grasps.

Everyone... Is gone.

Even Mr Bryan the one who saved me, is also gone.

When that soldier was about to take me, Mr Bryan had already arrived on his horse, with some shield spells on him he could reach me without getting hurt.

I found his hands grabbing me before that golden soldier, I wasn't really conscious about what's going on, but I remember clearly that he ordered the horse to take me and run away, after putting a spell on me, I don't really know what kind of spell it is, but it really kept me alive, maybe that's why I haven't been captured till now.

He was fighting the soldiers for my sake....only for me to escape.

_I.. I was already fed up with living, and when I tried to find peace, by ending my own life, I was thrown into another hell.

My heart was painfully pounding, and I felt like I couldn't swallow down a still beating heart, feeling more helpless as tears streaming down my face.

_I... I thought, I.. Have finally got a chance... To live normally...

Sob.. Sob...

_it's my fault.. Its my fault, mom... Its my fault I couldn't protect you.... If I was more cautious, you could have been still with me..

Lying down in my despair, again, I would welcome the peace and mercy of death.

_What's even the purpose of me staying alive?

It is already night and all I can see is the sky sparkling with thousands of blings.

_Ah, if I were to tell you stars my story, will you still sparkling nicely like that? , will you have pity on me?, will you fall on the people who have hurt me and destroy them?.

_ yeah, that's what I want, I want to destroy them all, and give them the same feelings in my heart right now.

And while my thoughts have taken over me, I heard the sound of running water, listening carefully, it's definitely a creek.

But, the creek in this forest is on the far west.

Conferming my doubts I looked up the stars, the direction says that I'm really in the war west.

Sigh...

Kenny was the one who taught me how to find my way by stars.

this place also abit abandoned by people, as a result of the hunted Palace of the Arriens family, it was the house of a very strong demon controlling bloodline family, the Emperor had wiped out long time ago. It was mentioned in the book too, The demon lords that only could be controlled with their blood, none other than that family knew the spells of summoning them.

And the Emperor wanted to get rid of them as they didn't really support some of his strategies, telling the citizens that they were getting out of control, and dangerous on the empire.

I think it will be a safe place to stay in,

I can't forget the fact that Kenny might be alive somewhere, I have to believe that hope for now.

I will make it a reason for me to live and get my revenge on those people,.

Yes, I will avenge my soul this time.

I swear that I will destroy their empire with my own hands.....