not like any other, her past isn't that traumatic but let's just imagine a fourteen-year girl who just got to know that her mother is cheating for more than ten years that too was by her sister who is just four years and two months older. her sister got to know about that truth at the age of fifteen. after knowing the truth she completely depended and became dependent on her sister maybe that was one of her biggest mistakes in her life and one of regret but she promised herself to live a life without. any regrets. however, as time passes she realized how she became dependent on her sister and her expectations made her disappointed.
[your expectations can make you feel disappointed and be careful who are you dependent on]
female lead pov
I suddenly recall how novels made my life change. especially her first novel full marks hidden marriage pick up a son get a husband free
before this novel, I recall when someone tells I have five exes I will be like that's the most horrible thing and you're the most horrible person I have ever met in life but after reading it I realized it didn't matter for a guy or girl how many exes they have or even if they have a hundred exes they must have each story behind this. I always thought my first kiss and virginity should only belong to my husband but damn I am wrong.
I don't know if you all can blame me but I was raised in that narrow-mindedness. thoughts always change when I was 15 years old I just entered college I told someone I want to get married to but divorce later after one year or you know when I will get the news that I turned pregnant I will divorce him but a girl named Megha then
do you know the struggle of a single parent?
and what would affect the child?
I replied to her it was better to show than an image of a failed marriage and being all happy outside in front of everyone but her question changed my mind
do you know that you playing with a life that might be your husband?
if we want to do something in anything like friendships, relationships, or anything you have to at least give it a try. after reading novels I want to own something not just to work under anyone maybe the influence of binge CEO novels I guess.
AUTHOR POV
as one day our female lead is watching youtube shots she suddenly came to a video where an Indian school girl was talking about
MENSTRUATION
I was forbidden to touch pickles, go into the kitchen, and especially puja room and sacred places but I will touch pickles they didn't go bad I even go to the puja room end message was
'MENSTRUATION IS NORMAL.
and our female lead felt nothing wrong with it.
authors question to everyone who is reading this right now
why girls are secretly taught about menstruation and boys aren't even aware of this whole thing? In my surrounding I see no mothers teaching their sons about menstruation. I am not just saying the whole world is doing it there are some mothers who teach her so about menstruation but what about the rest of the mothers
[small conversation with female lead and author]
author: as I was saying our male lead
female lead: wait.. what the... hell
what do you mean he is mine and he should only be mine, remember that
author possessiveness
female lead: did you say something
author: no I just said you both match together as both could only belong to each other.