male lead pov
my wife why are you playing with me like this it is better to kill me than plant hope on me nurture it then destroy it as if nothing happened to me. hm..this isn't the first time I need to get used I am suddenly losing my emotional control. I need to remember my nightmares.
author note
this is a book where the female lead is stronger than the male lead coughs I mean only in some fields. The male lead faced so many obstacles that he lost hope and the female lead also faced many things but she healed herself whereas the male lead became so dependent on the female lead that he couldn't leave her.
Past is something that leaves a stain on your present but not on your future. but for some people, they need to heal that stain with others while others can heal themselves.
do you need someone to heal them or you will heal them by yourself?
your choice but do remember that a single mistake can cost the price that you can't choose to afford.
the story continues
the nightmares
once I saw that my great grandma was raped by gangsters when I was five on my birthday. or
when everyone in my world thought to kill me to save themselves? or
you leaving me hassini
made me fall in love with you, made me a normal sixteen-year-old, made my heart race fast, and left me like everyone else.
I lost her once my wife now we both are in the same situation and I am going to protect you.
you once told me about the difference between jealousy and envy
twelve years ago
hassini: Do you know the difference between envy and jealousy?
male lead: no. please explain clearly my dear.
both of their heartbeats can be heard by each other.
hassini: there is a very thin line between envy and jealousy.
envy: you want to be like them
jealousy: you should be in their place in the center of attention
slow hate turns into jealousy.
know the difference between them.