'If I had known that this was going to happen to me I would have tackled new challenges, should have started a relationship, shouldn't be bullied in my life.' and he spent the night thinking about the past that could have been better if only he had tried better.
He was discharged the next day, "Now what should I do? It seems that my boss already knew about my condition from the doctor yesterday and he has messaged me to take the time off."HeI spoke to myself in a dry tone.
'The doctor said to discuss my condition with my family but there is no one to discuss it with. I am alone, after all. Alas, it is my fault that I didn't take any initiative toward anyone. If I had, right now I would have been a father to three kids but that is all in the past now. I guess I can not enjoy a relationship but I can still enjoy the last three months of my life to the fullest.' He was thinking about it as he was walking back to his apartment.
Suddenly he saw a kind running toward the road from my left side without a care in the world and worse scenario a vehicle was coming on the same road at a high speed. In reflex he ran toward the kid and pulled him toward himself . In doing so he lost his balance and was hit by the coming vehicle.
Instantly hitting the vehicle, he started to lose consciousness and a flashback of all my life up till this point appeared before him and suddenly, he began to lose all of his feelings. Slowly and steadily, his senses slipped out of his grasp and finally his vision blanked out for good.
At this point he knew that he was dying. He thought if by chance he was given another chance at life, he will do everything to the fullest, so that when he dies he doesn't have any regrets. The darkness enveloped his whole being. Well at the end, he was able to save a life, the biggest achievement of his pathetic and dull life.
He didn't know how long later, but he found himself diving into endless darkness.
It was dark all around him. He was scared yet somewhat excited.
'Just where am I?' He thought about shouting
'Is this hell?
Or
Is this heaven?'
'Maybe I am somewhere in the middle of heaven and hell.'
'This might be the netherworld!'
'Sigh, whatever.' He fell a sleep confused in his thoughts
After a while he felt as he woke up,but still surrounded by darkness, he decided to walk.
'Maybe there is a way to get out of this darkness?' He mumbled, while at the same time he thought that even if he were to get out of here what would He even do? He is dead, isn't he?
Still he did not want to give up. There might be something to do and who knows, maybe there really is. He did not want to give up no matter what..
A few days passed by without a hint of light. He continued to walk forward!
It felt like He was walking in an endless corridor, one without a hint of light and just darkness all around.
Then, he didn't know low long later, suddenly rays of light dazzled upon his face. Illuminating the path for him.
The end of the tunnel was right in front of him! He ran forward with all his strength.
As soon as he reached the end where the light was shining, He felt a pain, a feeling he lost when he was surrounded by the darkness.
In reaction to the pain, he instinctively started crying.
He then felt a warm embrace that sooth my pain. He tried to open my eyes, however this task seemed to be tedious. However, not giving up, he used all my strength to open his eyes.
As soon as his eyes opened, he saw an unfamiliar face. He intintctly tried to stand, however he was not able to feel the weight of my legs and body.
What he saw was a woman with beautiful crystal eyes. Those eyes were as clear as the sky, reflecting anything that it gaze upon. With long silver hair, the lady was hugging him, showing affections of a mother.
Suddenly he was lifted and removed from the embrace of the lady. This time it was a male that held him in his hand.
In order to kiss his cheek the male held me close to his mouth, the male beard was itching him a little. The man had jet black eyes matching with his hair and beard color.
However at this moment Leon can look clearly at the faces of both of them and their tears of joy. Their love for me was something that he had forgotten a lot of time ago.