**This chapter has the thoughts of suicide.**
"Julia, I'm sorry, but Mommy cannot continue. I have to join you." I heard her mutter repeatably, as she sobbed into my shoulders. My heart dropped as I heard her hoarse voice whisper the words.
"No...Mommy, you can't give up your life!" I spoke urgently while reaching for her shoulders, shaking her to get her focus on me. I gritted my teeth when his dark and soulless green eyes met mine. I reached to brush back her messy blond hair, gently wiping her tears with my sleeve.
"Julia, I'm dead inside, and you're just a ghost. I want to be far from here, I want to join you." I gasped, as she released my arms, walking to the edge. I jumped up and blocked her path, my back pressed to the hull, with my hands outreached, preventing her from moving forward.
