I couldn't sleep all night thinking about Nathaniel, about our kiss and our "makeout session" in the conference room and what they could mean for us. Is there even a "us" ? I can't deny that something has changed in me since I met Nathaniel. I opened up to him with such ease, he was one of the rarest people that I trusted even if I knew him for only about a few weeks.
I tried to close my eyes to sleep but in vain, all I felt was the coldness of the bed and the emptiness of the room. So, I decided to wait for Nathaniel in the living room but even with the TV on I could still hear the deafening silence reigning throughout the house. I was used to it before, living alone, coming back home in an empty house and it never bothered me before. However, since he was living here, I felt warmth, it was so nice to have someone who for once waited for you and he even made dinner for me.