Continuation*
after I coughed blood I quickly went to find something to clean it up.(After cleaning the blood up)I went to find Arushi so I can explain everything to her calmly. To make her understand that, why it is important for her to live and forget about me if I die. After searching for an hour or two I found her on the roof, standing near the fence. For a second my heart dropped at the thought of seeing her die but after a second I realized she wasn't gonna jump she was just staring at the night sky and saying some things. I went a little closer to hear her properly and what I heard was, "I wish I could go back to the day when Twilight promised my parents to always keep me out of danger and save them so that Twilight could be the angel she once was you know what I mean, because you personally made her heart from all the kindness, honesty and loyalty in the world I still don't understand how can you do something this bad and traumatic to a person who was always kind and loyal no matter how many times she fell and her heart was broken no matter how many times people wanted her give up still she didn't how can you change an angel like that who had an open heart and expected everyone become someone like the person I know now cold, stone hearted and always expecting death where is the person who lived life to the fullest and made everyone happy and joyful and now she barely has opened her true feeling to me I had no idea you were so cruel".At, the moment she said cruel I spoke while I had some tears in my eyes, "If he was cruel he wouldn't have killed my parents and nanu(mother's father) he knew he needed to send someone to Earth so that she can re-create humanity in a inhumane world and that someone is you Arushi without you I don't think I would've been able to take revenge for my and your family so I never thought he was cruel I just thought he did unfair with you when he killed your parents because I was the demon in your life and still but you got punished with me if I hadn't given the promise to keep you safe I would've sent you far away from me and sent some people but because a promise is a promise I had to keep you safe personally and I can't keep you with me at the front because the people will know who you are and then you won't ever be able to live a normal life that I want you too". To this she said, "I still think he is cruel because even at this moment when you can barely breathe properly you still worry about me how did someone like get a life like this if I didn't know better I would say you a fallen angel and Twi (short for Twilight) go and rest don't worry too much I won't jump I know the second you saw me leave the room your gut said if I don't go to her now she will do something stupid and even you know what that is you knew I cut lines on my arms with a blade when am too sad and I am ashamed to admit it but you were right"(shows me the knife). I replied, "You know my family bloodline carries this power but I wished my gut wasn't true but it is thank God I came before you did that"
To be continued*