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Arushi replied by saying,"I know right if it wasn't for your gut I would'hv have broken the promise you gave to my parents yeah it's true don't be shocked I was going to jump in the next 5 minutes but thankfully I didn't ".I replied saying, "Well what can I say I have a habit of saving people just don't ever do what you were about to do now lets go and have dinner" .Then we both went to dinner before going to the dinner hall I took my mask from the side table I kept it at when I left the room. We both had a habit of eating with my people because then we could talk business and about how there practice is going when we reached there Arushi stopped me in front of the door and said wait here and went after 5 minutes she came back and took me in. And she organised a small feast because I came back safely and I could see everyone's happiness when I entered the room everyone was really smiling no one had a fake smile and I mean no one. I cried a little when I entered the room and thanked them all for the feast especially Arushi and then we all made a toast and had the feast. After the feast was over I sang a song I made when I was 16 after the accident everyone enjoyed it and was smiling but only Arushi understood what I meant by the lyrics. Shew knew that the lyrics were about how I continued my life with the support and help of Arushi in a way The lyrics indirectly were thanking Arushi for being there for me when no one was. After I sang the song and me and Arushi were going back to our shared room(yes we stayed in the same room because I couldn't sleep alone after the accident I had the same nightmare again and again which was how my family was killed so she slept in my room).On the way Arushi asked why did you write a song about me. I said because you are special in my life and the only one left who know me like who know ME not Twilight. After saying that I cried the tears that I have been holding since I escaped. She said," Shhhhh It's ok let it out you are safe he couldn't have done anything to you, you are fine, you are Twilight, you are the Mafia queen get up he is nothing in front you". After hearing that I stopped crying and thanked her for the words she said .As we were about to enter the room I recieved a text saying I know you are not okay don't pretend by your anonymous lover.
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