Hailey's POV I lied. I lied to him about everything. About everything… About me, liking-- loving him or about me not wanna be there. I have to push him away from me. I can't let myself grow any feelings for him. I don't wanna get hurt because I know that he will never love me back. Moreover, I don't even know why I love him. Maybe it's just infatuation and I don't wanna act on it. He doesn't have feelings for me; so he will not get hurt if I leave him. But by the look on his face when he threw his gun and told me that now he can't hurt me and that I should trust him, I was really sad. Am I hurting him? If yes, then why? Why is he getting hurt when he doesn't even care about what I do? When he doesn't have feelings for me? I left the house and contacted Alex.